suddenly my world's gone and changed its face
but I still know where I'm going (where I'm going)
I have had my mind spun around in space
and yet I've watched it growing,
- stephanie mills

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i'm glad i got to school on friday,
and met up with the schoolmates to visit the light exhibition along marina bay last night.
tired as i was, i kind of am glad that i gave myself a breather when i had the option to head home to sleep.
i guess it was the excuse to head out, and just not to think of school work.
and i guess i really needed someone to talk to.
i cant even remember when was the last time i really sat down or had one to one conversations.

sometimes you get so busy, or more so, caught up with your life,
that you just push all these things away.
you store, you muffle these sounds and poof, you're on to the next thing.
maybe that was what happened, and i never realised it.

talks about the future,
and then thinking about how the next few months is really all or nothing.
then maybe my life will really start and passion might finally be something i talk about.
even going through exhibitions last night made me think, could this be what i want to do?
thoughts thoughts thoughts, how they can take over me.

it almost scares me how i can almost enjoy the lack of social life,
because i feel that i am doing something productive.
so keeping things to the bare minimum and scraping to get my days past.
oh wish me luck, i need it really.

monday: school, ads test.
tuesday: school.
wednesday: school.
thursday: school.
friday: school, potluck at piong's house.
saturday: huiting's 21st
sunday: schoolwork
monday: dc submission, coffee with tabby.

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