*snort*
my nose is really killing me.
i'm just thankful for the box of tissues next to me. i have no idea why but i seem to keep sneezing these past few days. snort after snort. i'm going to blow off my nose soon. rahh!

morning television is quite interesting. and oprah is not as boring as i thought. xp

last nite's band concert was quite fun. to put it simply, it was different. i enjoyed quite a few pieces that the band played. its interesting how tension filtering around me can quickly spoil the music. but at least i'm glad i'm one of the people who attended the concert to genuinely enjoy the music and soak in the aesthetic ambience, plus to support my friends. it was such a coincidence that i should meet huiting and jiahui whilst i was buying flowers at j8. haha.. and i'm not a mummy's boy, its just that i happened to be following my mom and i had to collect something before meeting up. ><

i still cant believe that i saw valerie chan at the acjc concert. and her boyfriend/guyfriend/(whatever name you want to fill in of a male that went with her for the concert) is...tall. well, maybe acjc is her alma mater. *shrugs* or it could just be an excuse for her to go out with her *ahem*.
*grinz*

someone remind me to buy sweets for choir tmr. ((:

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the influx of concerts that i'm going for is scaring me.

well, for one i am absolutely glad yesterday is finally over. i almost died from going through it. rahh! for one thing, lt5 is absolutely freezing and trying to rush through 2 chapters for chinese whilst seated on my hands trying to warm them. it doesnt help. the worst thing was i couldnt even sleep however much i tried to. after four-five hours of excrutiating chinese lesson, it was choir.

yupp, i tink i'm the only one who's out pratically the whole day.

but choir was good. at least i enjoyed myself. shi-ma-e's getting quite nice. and of course i'm still in love wif kuchinta. grr, the sops say that they can hear my miao all the way from the other side of the room. but at least my resonant voice is coming to good use. haha.. and i love my mixed position, real fun to be with. aggie on my right, squirtle on my left and tings behind me and boy, are they loud! :p

well, acjc concert is quite well-done. and they're blending is really very good, from where we were i couldnt hear any stray voices though i saw quite a few stray and early attempts to clap. one forte as agreed among the few of us is that they had lots of control over their songs, though not necessarily that it was because of the conductor, whom i've never seen before. and their karimatanu kuicha was on the extremes in terms of the speed. i guess people would fall asleep because of the seemingly lack of energy which we noticed but the blending is good nonetheless. i enjoyed it in that aspect.

oh yeah, before i forget..
HAPPY BIRTHDAY, TIFFAY!

who's still in abcamp according to jiahui.

hmm, sent my brother off to london for his education trip about..'english'. didnt know that you needed a field trip to the River Thames just to learn and better your english. his irritation is missing though but imagining him in a cold country wif his classmates makes me jealous.
grr.. xiamen will be hoooott. )):

band concert in 2 hrs.
it better be of the standard of the imaginative design of the ticket and all.

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how am i ever going to finish another 10 more newspaper commentaries?!
it must be some kind of conspiracy that all gp teachers have to start realising that they're supposed to mark newspaper commentaries by the end of this term.
and i love bitching with xiany about gp teachers. :DD

but honestly i got to get a move on with those commentaries.

oh gosh!
american idol finals tonight. the commentaries can wait while i watch it. and jasmine trias is one of the special guests tonight! *gush* no one better disturb me whilst i watch it.
hmm.. maybe i should do a newspaper commentary on katharine.
i'm got the mcpheever fever now. whee~

speaking of fever, i'm gonna kill the person who passed me the flu.
my throat is permanently being glued with phlegm. grr..
and everytime i try to cough it out, i end up stretching my throat and making it hurt like crazy.
and this happens *everytime* when everytime the people around me are quiet like during a lecture. irritating..
its so bad till every morning when i wake up, i've got no voice at all. just probably some hoarse coughing.

and my constant eating of chocolates doesnt help. ((:

i swear one day i'm going to be the candyman of choir. i always seem to be giving out candy to everyone.
i keep giving business to the candyshop. ((:

i've never seen or heard mr kwei so honest about his views.

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i want the college day choir photos! ((:

really sad that quite a few seniors are not going to xiamen with us.
i didnt realise that the college day was the last practice until shaun said it. yupp, it came as quite a big blow. i'm quite sure i'm going to miss lots of the seniors especially joe, kunlin and sweekiong. dey're one of my best buds in bass.
but now they are gone, the back row just seems very empty.
)):

for goodness knows what reason, i'm starting to enjoy pe.
maybe its because its kind of flexible now and the only thing i'm doing now is just to run rounds around the track. and its fun to bitch with people whilst running. who knows where i get the energy and stamina from. :DDD
but nevertheless, its always good to exercise.
(who am i kidding?!)

and farhana, i am so not bitchy. XD

*woot!*
american idol finals is tomorrow. though there is a half-day(which doesnt mean anything), i hope choir ends slightly earlier so i can go home and be a couch potato whilst watching katharine(she rocks!) and taylor(taylor whoo?!) sing their hearts out.

cant wait for xmen III on saturday.
really looking forward to it after all the hecticness of gpp, spa and failed tests.
><

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oh gosh! i love katharine mcphee SO MUCH! ((:

she's the next person i've adored since Paris. i guess it all started when i heard her singing 'i have nothing' orginally sung by whitney houston. yupp, i'm hooked on that song as well. and well, when i watched wed's performance i only then realised that there was only three finalist left.

i'm not fantastically fond of taylor because he has quite a limited range but that part i like about him is that he really enjoys his songs. but it sort of worked to his disadvantage on wed because he showed his discomfort when he sang the song the randy jackson chose for him. but really enjoy his energy though. (:

taylor is quite good. it would have been quite the competition if only he made it. but it seemed that he can only sing a certain type of songs. there are those type of love songs which he cant really seem to sing well. but anyway, he's good at soul music. if he produces an album, i'll definitely buy it. [[:

and if there is anyone out there who still hasnt seen katarine's performance of 'somewhere over the rainbow' you should jolly well, slap yourself and hide under your bed and rot there because i must say that the version she sang was the best i've ever heard. and she did the whole thing whilst kneeling on the ground. imagine the amount of diaphragm she must have needed use. see? she's so good until she's using good vocal technique. :DD

but i better not say too much about her because the people whom i usually support dont win. ><

anyway, she rocks!

its not that i'm nonchalant to what you are doing. but honestly, i am just plain confused on what to do. dont you even dare try to close the situation by giving up. i ask myself constantly what to do. people give me a different solution, and they vary so drastically that they literally contrast with each other. i'm being brutally honest here, i'm hiding my confusion via nonchalance. i dont have to report this to you. i dont want to come up with a straight answer that might force me to do things that i dont want. i dont want to live in regret.

i need my space.

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i'm bored so here goes..

Name 20 ppl u can think of at the top of your head. Dun read the below questions before you write and tag 5 ppl to do this survey.

1 Gerald
2 ZhengKai
3 Jiahui
4 Fangqing
5 Zhan Yong
6 Yuk Lum
7 Ying Tong
8 Agnessa
9 Michelle
10 Jing Kang
11 Joey
12 YongYong
13 Hui Ting
14 Andy
15 Howard
16 Sasha
17 Yann Yee
18 HanQuan
19 Mei Rong
20 Xian Hui

How did you meet 14?
Same 1st three months class.

What would you do if you never met 1?
I would have missed out on a great friend. And imagine all the scandals I wouldn’t have found out?! Imagine, two boring unscandalous years. *shiver*

What would you do if 20 and 9 dated?
Erm, that would have been quite a –weird- couple. Drats, should have exchanged someone else’s name for Xianhui, now that would have an interesting answer. xp

Did you ever like 19?
Someone would have already killed me should I say yes.

Would 6 and 17 make a good couple?
Well. Maybe not a good couple but definitely an interesting one. (why are all my matchmade couples all wrong?!)

Describe 3.
Let me see. Jiahui’s a really nice person who is quite enthusiastic about outings, sometimes overly stressed also. Oh tea, she’s also quite open-minded considering that she can accept *ahem* and green lantern together. Extremely muggy also, I mean, 12 Aus!

Do you think 8 is attractive?
Of course she wants me to say she’s attractive! Haha..

Tell me something about 7?
She looks very guai and innocent but in actual fact she LOVES to talk about scandals.

Do you know any of 12's family?
Erm no. But I’m quite sure they are not as crazy as her. Haha..

What's 8's favourite?
The sound of laughter and good music.

What would you do if 11 confesses that he/she likes you?
Never! Lol. He already has someone else.. *hinthint*

What language does 15 speak?
Music. :p

Who is 9 going out with?
Hey! I know this! Urm. *cough*ger*cough*ald*cough* Didn’t hear? Too bad for you. XD

How old is 16 now?
The last time I remembered it was 16-going on-17

When was the last time you talked to 13?
An hour ago.

Who's 2 favourite band/singer?
His darling, J-E-W-E-L. Oh, you mean singer arh. Haha.. He doesn’t have any specific likes though. Change every week one de.

Would you date 4?
She’s one of my best buddies! I leave her for..shannie. XD

Would you date 7?
Even if we went dating, the conversations would merely be about scandals. Xp

Is 15 single?
The last time I updated, he was. But no fear, I shall find someone to make him attached. Haha.

What's 10's last name?
Erhh, Mei Rong! Everyone walk past him also call him Mei Rong de. Really!

Would you ever be in a serious relationship with 11?
Erhh. Only as friends lar. But beyond that we’ll be making our own couple blog le. Haha. Joking only ah, anyways, he wont make a couple blog with me.. XD

What school does 3 go to?
AJC lor. And she partially lives in cedar also.

Where does 6 live?
Scandal Village?! Seriously, I dunno.

Whats your favourite thing about 5?
His funny scandals and crazy linking of things from honey to jewels. Lol.

Have you seen no.1 naked?
If I did, I tink no. 9 would kill me. :p

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tired.. :(

yupp, i'm really tired today, for no apparent reasons. well, maybe it was the psychotic bitching last night with zkai. haha. well, at least there is someone i can talk to and be honest about. i guess i was too high last night and kept talking about certain people. *woot!* i practically fell asleep during the first lesson already. econs tutorial. subsequently, i felt like going to sleep during every lesson. and i'm surprised i can fall asleep under the scrutiny of mrs cheong. and she just had to wake me up. ><

when i get horrendously bored or tired, i would suddenly get high and start screaming. XD

love cracking jokes with nas and choonhang.
my after-pe-going-home-via-train peeps!

congrats to the new committee! *woot!*
looks like its really time to work hard towards xiamen le.
i hope you go..

grr.. i cant go for the da vinci code premiere on thursday because there is choir. shucks.. dont wanna miss the movie especially since its the premiere here. its so wasted lor. haiz..
eragon is coming out in theatres! yay! =DD

i'll be waiting for you.

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reality is setting in.
*scream*

choir concert is now over. :(
i'm going to miss the hectic and hyped out emotions during the performance.
i dont really have anything to look forward to. looks like i have now officially no more excuse to shun away my books and being kicked back into life's routine.

i should have just woken up earlier and set everything right waay ahead of time. but my conscience told me not to.
(someone slap it for me) :D

but i feel comforted now i know that i can depend on you.
at least i'll have a little peace when i'm around you.

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oo.. havent updated for about two weeks already. i cant possibly blame anyone for me procrastinating to blog. with enough of the people around me pushing me to get my blog up. its just been a long week and the weeks are getting tighter and somehow, 24hrs are not enough. the weekend seems to be dissipating as soon as it comes. the mysteries of the world. i badly need to catch up on my work. grr.. the amount of commitments are just overwhelming.

but i cant wait to go stargazing with you so we can simply talk those troubles away. *smile*

somehow, i'm glad for choir practice today. thankful. it made me realise the reason as to why i joined choir in the first place. its really been a long time since i felt such a heart-wrenching emotion. its this intense love and passion for singing. while singing 'promised land' today, i really felt this weird creepiness enveloping me. its the first time i felt something like that before. yupp, i dare say that when others claim that some songs make goosebumps appear but faced in that similar scenario, i dont feel anything. thats why its so especially overwhelming for me. i've heard of such things before but i always thought it was just a figure of speech and would never happen. it came to that extent until i could visualise the scene of which the song would be sung in the concert. but it did not only apply for just that song. suddenly, all the songs seem to fall in place. it just came to the point whereby i couldnt hear my own voice anymore, i only could hear the other sections. (to clear up any misinterpretions, i WAS singing. i just lost the sound of my voice but listened to others XD) i don't know whether it's a good thing or bad thing.

but the sops and altos were good today. :]

received really funny opinions yesterday. serene apparently told me that i sing with much emotion and it shows in my body language and expressions. such a pleasant surprise. *smile* at it was later when she told me that i sang emotively during 'amigos para siempre'. i was kinda shocked. i commented that i'm not even singing for that song because i'm the official page-turner so i would be at the piano. =.= so how was it possible that i sing with much emotions?! lol. she was quite surprised also. haha.. in the end she confirmed that it was not that song but some of the other songs especially the second half 'cheapo' songs. haha.. i guess i cannot really help it because i know many of those songs. well, i'm just glad that people noticed that i put passion into my songs. somehow i do it unconciously when i sing. it doesnt happen all the time i think. but its nice to know that people enjoy seeing you sing. *insert warm and fuzzy feeling* its just nice that people notice you. and it must take quite alot for serene to notice me because she's quite sensitive and emotive.

now that quite alot of my peeps are going for the choir concert. i kinda feel excited towards the concert already. no matter the amount of late nights and fatigue, feel as if i'm willing to go through everything towards a fantastic performance. *woot!*

must try to do well in the coming week's tests so the week can end off with a big bang on thurs!
see ya all there. :D

don't worry, i didnt forget that i still owe you a poke!
dont forget your promise.
*poke*

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