yupp. a whole week has passed. lots happened this week and i just couldnt squeeze time out to type in an entry. i've just been very shagged everyday.. haha. hmm let me just try to try to remember my thoughts throughout this week.

todae was i&e day. this morning, i was wondering what i was doing in school on a day without lessons. i guess if it wasnt for the chemistry make-up lecture later i wouldnt be there. the most interesting part about assembly was seeing ms leong banging the gong and her herself getting a great shock. i literally saw her jerk backwards. the giggling rippling through the crowd showed that i'm not the only one who noticed it. :p we didnt realise later that the activities only started at eight so we spent lots of time wandering everywhere and got shooed out of the canteen by the arts hod. in the end we decided to stop by the pe booth outside the auditorium and the class started to play floorball. and i won the first coupon yay! guess i played too much floorball in sec. school. but i was always a goalkeeper or defender at that time hmm.. but anyways, it was so fun, scored two out of two. consecutively for the people who played, we started to sap mr chua of his coupons den he started to shoo us to disturb the netball booth because he didnt want us to completely devour all his coupons. haha.. den we went to fight for the king and queen of netball. it was so fun lor.. kept cheering on the different people playing for the most scores shot in a specific time period. we had to beat the previous class who had one goal. in the end, alvina, yongyong, kelvin, hilyah and james scored three goals each! so qiao. den the teacheric said that is she could beat our scored den she wouldnt give us the coupons and in the end she only scored one! wahhaha.. that's for overestimating yourself! ;p den still somemore say you're a soccer teacher and not a netball teacher.. rubbish lar!

anyway, we ponned some parts of the visiting of booths to stay in our homeroom. especially after the stupid nanoscience talk. the lecturer was supposedly from the second batch of ajc students. huijie and i were wondering animatedly as to how old must he be then. so interesting lor. in the end, he turned out to be some a little cheekopekish. its such a fantastic idea to request those students who dont even take physics to go for this talk that was so obviously littered wif physics terms and talking abt things too small and 'nano'ified to be discerned by the naked eye. in the end i found myself falling asleep and taking a good look around i find everyone in some sort of sleepy position. i kept nodding off and waking up, i was so terribly tired until i had a headache at the end of the 1.5hr talk because i was so exhausted. fantastic idea.. wonder who is the one who came up wif it.

back in the homeroom, we started to listen to music and james den took out his guitar and starting playing songs. den the rest of us crowded around him and while he played, some sang along while others simply basked in the simple soothing aura of the music. the music wasnt perfect but i finally grasped the true essence of music. there wasnt any need for any elaborate nor fancy equipment. it only needed a voice, a melody and a sincere heart. that was all it needed to make the music alive.

we talked, we hummed, we sang, we laughed.

it was a simple piece of music but it touched the heart. i hadnt felt like that for a long time, that passion and love for music. it opened the gates for inspiration. that similarity wif everyone provided some sort of connection towards everyone in the class. i just felt that over the course of today, the class bonded very closely together. there's this sort of closeness that cant be described simply. but it's a nice feeling.. :)

some people have really changed since the start of the year. its very unerving to see this change. i find it weird because i'm not used to it. however, i expected it to happen over the course of these coming few months but this change is just too abrupt. i'm not prepared for it. i still want to be friends with the old you.. its not that i am denying or restricting this change but, i dunno, a part of me doesnt want you to change. its also not as if you dont deserve it, its just that its too different from the old you. but as zkai says, you seem happy about the new you and whether it is wrong or not, you have changed into a brighter and happier person instead of maybe a month ago when you stared into the distance thinking and looking so upset. i guess if you are happy with this change, i should not stop you.

am i finally settling down or is it the innate nature in me just reluctant to change again?

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havent blogged for a long time. yupp.. guess i'm just too lazy or i just cant seem to be able to find time to blog. dont really blog like a daily thing. its just that sometimes i cant seem to haul my butt to start blogging but at least i'm here now.

why is my stupid itunes playing stupid happy songs?! grr..

yay.. love my friday timetable. its not exactly full of breaks but is packed with fun lessons and lectures. i'm getting very scared of the multitude of breaks scattered in the midst of my timetable already. yup, and i just realised that my class has such a diverse range of subject combinations. for the h1 subs, we have a record of 7, (geog, gsc, history, english lit, chemistry, physics, economics) that already shows the number of subject combinations and i havent included the various differences in h2 subs. but the teachers are quite good. and i love my chinese teacher! lee bai yang is like the bestest chinese teacher in the world. actually i'm thanking my lucky stars that my individual one hour chinese periods has been split up on four seperate days. her lessons are so funny lor.. and even if i want to sleep in her class, i cant possibly bcos she'll just throw chocolates on my head to wake me. haha. you must get taught by her to finally understand how fun is she. i really couldnt stop laughing during her lesson. she's so funny.. and by the way, she absolutely loathes science students, hates boys but find them cute, loves nj and loves to eat. she is really a good chinese teacher, i think all her old first three months would be missing her now that she's not teaching some of them.

lectures are also quite ok. but some are very boring because they are still going through the old work that was covered before. i cannot believe that i was nodding off during chemistry lecture, i still remember that it was nearing the end of the period around fifteen minutes before and i kept glancing at the clock as if time would pass by faster if i did so. in the end, every few second i would doze off and would awaken once there was things to copy. unable to cope with my sleepiness, my notes turned out...in a interesting font. haha. its so funny when i was reviewing my notes later.

speakinh of work, i had better start doing my work from now. after viewing ms chan's schedule for pw for the rest of this year, i better start keep my work in constant check. muggerism is setting in.. :p

emotionally drained todae.. too many things happened.
at least i would be doing light-hearted things tomorrow.

ajchoir

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yup, i'm irritated, guess its obvious enough. i'm not pinpointing at any one person because it was just that there was too many things that happened today. yup..

had choir sectionals todae. didnt go for the morning games because i wasnt feeling very well the night before. met up with zkai at j8 later so we could go to school together. whilst in school, christabel kept asking zkai and i if we wanted to eat lunch because there was extra. i wouldnt have minded other from the fact that i had already eaten. yup.. naturally, we hastily declined. by the time we entered the choir room, the people were already moving out for lunch. and surprise surprise! i got lots of warm fuzzies in my envelope. haha.. so sweet. wasnt expecting anything. made me feel so guilty that i didnt write. and somemore, the warm fuzzies were individualized. so touched.. got warm fuzzies from meirong, malcolm, chin guan, dingjie and huiting also owes me my warm fuzzy. i mean, its nice to be appreciated like when i got a small card from amanda from my o2 anteia after i gave everyone cards and chocolates. i really didnt expect anything in return. so was naturally touched. feel so guilty now, that i didnt take some time off to make warm fuzzies for the choir peeps. yup, shall do them tonight to return the favour. (reminds me of the day before last day of o2, stayed up so late to finish cards) hmm.. just really feel very appreciated.

guess the warm fuzzy does really make one's tummy go warm and fuzzy. *smile*

actually i'm sort of missing choir now, maybe i should just bring a couple of panadols and stay overnight with them. for practicality reasons because there's going to be sectionals and they would be finishing off kucinta. quite a fun song but sadly because of my stupid voice being not completely healed, i cant sing the miao properly and i was awaiting so desperately to sing that song, kucinta. i think those that are going for the choir concert should be able to hear that song. so must go for choir concert. :p yupp, the back row basses are very united. yay! kunlin, jingkang and me. shall write warm fuzzies for them also.

fundir outing tomorrow yay! excited actually, dunno why. the little child in me is positively screaming in delight. but i still have absolutely no idea how to get to east coast park mcdonalds. i have only been they by car so i have totally no idea where it is. nevermind, shall discover the area for myself. really hope the whole fundir can go. or maybe we would be going to the airport..

going to start my piano exam pieces real soon. finally i'm playing something practical..

kunlin, sorry hor. pangseh you at choir camp.. nevermind, you still have jingkang. you can sleep with him tonight. lol.

guess i forgive too easily

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i'm sort of glad i could be of help. i'm glad that a little song can bring much comfort to you.. well, i guess we have the same taste. :) actually, i'm quite touched that such a little gesture from me is so appreciated by you, makes me feel so warm and fuzzy inside. :] haiz.. havent talked to you for a really LONG time already. when you see me in school must come forward to stop me ok? yupps. :p

while i was on the way home today, just happened to walk past some of my juniors. well, there wasnt any chatting or catching up, it was just a hi and bye thing. well, i guess i was also a little like that when the seniors left. if i saw them outside school, it was just a hi and bye affair. guess, its just tradition. really feel that i'm neglecting lots of people, especially those of my old friends. hmm.. if i start ignoring you and seem only interested in my other friends, feel free to give me a knock on my head. yupp..

glad that the acua ogfs finally went out. but as some of us discussed, it was rather restricted in a certain sense. but certainly scandalous.. :p

looking forward to fundiree outing and talking session with andrew.

short and meaningless entry.

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to everyone who enquired, my voice is somewhat back already. though my poor throat is now choked in phlegm. but its ok, at least part of my voice is back but i still cant sing for nuts though. hmm.. i guess its because of me stoning at home at not speaking for the whole day to anyone, quite a huge feat for me i must say. been blogsurfing around for these few days and found out interesting about people i never knew, but that's besides the point. been gobbling chocolate out of boredom. yup, i know its bad for my throat but after years of experience, the more you try to protect your throat the more susceptible it is to getting worse so i challenged my luck and ate chocolate. my voice got a little worse but its ok because i thoroughly enjoyed my chocolate. :p

bought my aj uniform on fri. nope, didnt heed the uncle's earlier advice to buy size 33 for my pants. got some interesting comments about how i look. :) but yannyee suddenly said, 'guo wei, why are so thin?!' i was.. =.= me thin?! i'm not thin lor. haha. i just think i am a little on the small size. i would generally purchase clothes of a smaller size, it would look better on me. i cannot wear clothes too big or i'll look like a clothes rack. wait.. who else said i was thin? anyway, i guess its because for the entire orientation week, i hardly ate my lunch because i was rushing here and there and my food was always left there. well, i didnt eat on the last day because i was still busy doing up the cards for people. but anyway, i'm not the hyper sporty type so i would gain weight during the school year.

back to friday, was stuck in the auditorium with the rest of the j1s. jiahui and i decided to save ken by planting him next to us to talk. den tiffy migrated to sit with us at the back and suddenly we realised that the entire back row was all o1 fundirees except for one bored mizunian, stuck in the middle. poor kenneth! he had no one to talk to bcos even our fundirees had our own cliques, me, jiahui and ken started talking among ourselves and tiffy and fangqing were talking about something else (topic caught by me: sngs, crying) haiz.. dunno what they were talking about. anyway, i was damn irritated and fustrated that morning, mainly because of my voice. it feels very uncomfortable not being able to express myself fully. like the day before, when i was going home with jingkang, i was ranting about a certain someone when suddenly i got agitated, my voice would just cut off and leave me gaping and mouthing words like a fish. its damn irritating. but i guess it was for the best as if i had my voice back, my expletives would have been projected throughout the bus. haiz.. must say sorry to those that i might have offended that morning, because i know that people were asking why i was pissed. i wasnt particularly pissed at you, just irritated and fustrated with myself. sorry. and it didnt help that i got even more irritated by certain people. if you still dunno about the thing that pissed me off, you can contact me personally and i would be more than willing to tell you. :p just dont wanna say it here in case that person reads it.

after buying my aj uniform, met up with sylvia who popped by from nj. haiz.. really miss you lots! 1906 will never be the same without you. good luck in your future endeavours.. must meet up for a class outing soon ok? which is every 19th every two months.. :p (who came out with this idea?!)

miss ya..

went out later for fundir outing.. at the playground! yeap, it HAS been a long time. well, we talked for a long time. talking about orientation while shannon secretly took pics of the girls, esp of tiffy. chee ko pek! haha. :p and kind tiffy reminded the poor children on the swings that we wanted to use them. the rest of us were so embarrassed lor.. imagine what the children's mother would think of us. luckily she was still wearing her sng pinafore so would associate with the rest of us. :p swings were fun but they remind me too much of the past. haiz..

anyway, jiahui, ken, tiffy, shalini, weixun and me went off to the little playground bridge to play cards and just talk while we left shannon and fangqing to play alone on the swings. haiz.. they seem so much like a couple. so sweet.. so the rest of us left them alone on the swings to let them say sweet nothings to each other. haha.. and we came up them being in a world of their own.. too bad i left early for my piano lesson otherwise i would have stayed longer with them. why is it that i never stay for the whole duration of a fundir outing?! i WILL stay for the whole time the next time we go out kk.. promise.

my neighbours are moving out. i will miss playing with the kids..

sorry about being so random last night, bro.. just had lots of pentup emotions last night. talk to you soon ok?

i dunno who you are anymore

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novitas is over. all the hard work that all the ogfs and the councillors have finally come to an end. yup. all the dance sessions, the times spent sprawled at the void deck below jiahui's house cutting the cloth n designing it, the numerous trips going to the cloth to purchase more and more cloth and making business for the uncle, trying on the supposed untryable marker pens at popular, the numerous times we met up in trios to discuss our elemental scrapbook. all these things make me look forward to coming to school each day.

towards this orientation, i'm sure all the people involved in the organization have put in all their effort, plus lots of sweat and blood(from guan hui's staplering accident). somehow, seeing al the rest of the j1s enjoying themselves makes me smile and gives me a warm and fuzzy feeling. the satisfaction gained is immense. its a totally different feeling from being a j1 in orientation and an ogf.



Anteia:
my darling anteians. i am really proud of you. honestly, on the first day, i wasnt expecting much because there was not a familiar face inside, well besides xianhui because i knew her through choir. the first time i saw you all, i was expecting the worst especially for the first round of games. i purposely kept myself preoccupied with the rest of the Acua ogfs. but as the days went on i found the enthusiastic side you all dat i was waiting for to burst forth. and it did come. around the third day, i found myself smiling throughout the day not only because you won so many games *woot!* it was mainly of your apparent team spirit and overwhelming enthusiasm. i was very surprised. because you all started to talk among yourselves more and more and you even created new cheers for Anteia. whilst i was doing my own admin stuff and distracted suddenly you all just came up with a cheer, i was pleasantly surprised. your overwhelming emotions really brought my energy up too. i really love you all! i really hope you all appreciate all the things that we ogfs have done for you. yup. and one more thing, i LOVE YOU ALL! you all brighten up orientaion2 for me. :)

Let us tell you who we are:

*whoosh* Anteia is HERE!

Acuatico Ogfs:
we have only been together for a mere few weeks but we've been so bonded as an elemental. ever since after day2 of ogf workshop, when we have to meet up to settle thing, we've become almost inseperable. and of course we cannot forget the fact that its because of our teamwork that allowed us to win the best elemental plus cheer elemental for ogf workshop. and over this orientation, we have really come to depend on each other for help. many new friendships were forged over these fantastic 5 days. sharing more that just scandals, a bond so deep was born. though orientation is somewhat over, and we shouldnt have another excuse to meet up in school for any particular reason, i really hope that everyone of us can stay together and meet up more often. as seewai said, our paths would not easily cross again but all the same kee[ in touch. at the very least if we see each other in school do say hi and smile. we'll all be dispatched to different classes and different paths n futures from now on. even if we become ogls next year, we might not even be in the same elemental again, nor working together. so appreciate each others' presence now as it lasts, ok? *gosh i'm tearing up.

keep smiling guys..

i dont want orientation to end


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Gosh, i love you guys!

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