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date: Thursday, July 28, 2005
time:1:17 PM
haiz.. its really been quite a busy week.. but the rest days in between the emaths+ss papers and geog paper has been quite nice.. :p the e maths paper has been quite interesting.. some thought it was fairly difficult but some thought that it was quite okay.. for me, it was sort of a mixture of both.. but i'm not expecting very high for the paper.. just not too confident about it.. i think i already know what questions i would get wrong.. imagine, i had, like, 56 2/3 ducks.. lol.. how am i supposed to get that correct.. but the loci and some others were quite ok.. lets just hope that lady luck was on my side.. but at l;east i think that i did fairly well for my social studies paper.. i expected the questions beforehand bcos zlata, mixedjuice, et and i had a discussion in the library during the 2hr break in between the papers.. we discussed on what question would be coming out and tried to spot questions in the structured essay area.. of which 2/3 came out.. luckily i didnt study merger bcos it didnt come out in the end.. anyway, i had never worked so hard or wrote so much for social studies before.. :p i guess, it was probably DT's determination in teaching all of us the basic skills and drilled them in our heads.. if not for him, i think i wouldnt have evn turned up for the ss paper.. :p jus jking.. but i wouldnt work so hard or have the motivation to study.. but better not to set my hopes too high.. pride comes before a fall.. *choy choy* DT is really a great motivation, he really inspires his students, or me in this case.. i'm gonna get him a BIG teacher's day present this year.. :p

anyway, this morning's geog is....eww! i dunno what to say.. its sort of easy, yet it is difficult.. haiya, i dunno.. i sort out my questions then say.. :p but i did questions: 1,2,4,9. 3 physical and 1 human.. i wouldnt have minded doing 4 physical qs.. well.. the only thing i remebered is that i only had 20mins to do my human geog questions.. in the end, i left the last part of the question blank and decided to continue or add on to my physical geong ans.. better to grab those marks that you are confident of then write aimlessly.. then again, there was this horrendous horrid tyotch sitting to my left.. everytime he finished a part/ section of his question, he would sigh in relief.. at first, i thought it was nothing but i started to get very pissed each time he did it.. i swear i would have stood up and screamed at him to shut up if i wasnt pressed for time and didnt want to lose my composure/dignity.. its honestly horrid.. each time i started writing, a sigh *HAAAAAAAI!!* would just come from my left side and the i would start to be so angry and lose my train of thought.. i know you can do ur work and know what to do, but can you please SHUUTT UPP!! *...* i'm already getting so agitated as i am writing this..

but anyway, i'm just going to rest for awhile and catch up on some sleep before going for my piano lesson at three and then study for my emaths paper2.. haiz..

btw, sitting in the first row has made me more aware of the perfume that the teachers' wear as they walk past in front of me or beside me..

Ms TWE: light but strong on the fruity side; able to smell before she comes
Ms VT: light and feminine; flowery and subtle but has a presence that wants to be known
Ms S: i suspect she uses the perfume to cover up her body odour as i can smell a sort of smelly musk, lighty veiled by a strong flower perfume.. guhross..
Mrs AT: very light and motherly; must be her body wash or body lotion; barely noticable
Ms AW: reminds be of a very pure magnolia; lush but subtle; creamy but light; quite pleasant but indistinguishable; seemingly hiding
Mrs AL: loud and flowery; pleasant but strong; unique but predictable; wants to make her presence known
Mr KP: cologne light and warm; very pleasant; light personality

well, that's enough otherwise it'll get guhross..

gonna get my fone 2nite..

*yawn* off to my light nap now.. (i'm such a pig, eat-sleep-eat-sleep)


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date: Wednesday, July 13, 2005
time:4:28 PM
today is such a great day, our slb investiture and finally the day when all of us sec 4s can finally step down.. it was definitely a very enriching and beautiful day.. well, mainly i was quite happy because i got to skip horrendous physical ed... hehehz.. anyway, we left after the second period.. but the first two lessons were also quite slack.. maths was the first period but PE only came in after 0830 because of some staff meeting.. and even though she still had about 20mins left, she still went on with some fire alarm thingy and what about natural disasters.. she even commented that singapore will even float out of the safe region surrounded by other neighbouring countries and be out in the open, suceptible to attack.. wow, what theory.. mrinnocent and i ended up speculating that singapore would probably float up to japan or even higher, where we would finally have a temperate four seasons.. soooo interesting.. in the end, she said that everyone's attendance would be quite important now.. and that whoever was absent for that day, his parents would be called up to find out the reason and that if any single student were not to be found in the school complexes etc., the school would not be dismissed.. that's taking it too far lehz.. well, there goes the days that i would want to stay home and study.. haiz.. anyway, after that lesson was chinese.. and we ended up just doing our maths papers (set d), and i listened music with mrinnocent too.. found out some really nice songs, 'mouse like big rice' included.. lolz.. the front is actually very nice but the chorus is just a little too overatted.. very nice though..

anyway, i found out that Li(aq) has a blog.. someone tell me lehz?

during the first rehearsal, ms saras just screamed her head off at us sec 4s for some techinical error that was overlooked.. ok, let me explain.. when the i-movie was supposed to finish, the curtains were supposed to close, then the sec fours would come in by the backstage carrying chairs to arrange on the stage and stand behind them.. but the technical glitch was that the curtains didnt close and we just rushed out to arrange the chairs.. then suddenly we found mr toh shouting at us abt whether we wanted the audience to see us carrying/moving the chairs.. we were dumbfounded because nothing was told to us about the curtains and all.. then ms saras just marched up to the podium and lectured us about whether we wanted to do things quickly and settle things quickly or doing things correctly.. and she said that if we were to keep doind so many mistakes, she was prepared to cancel the investiture to make sure that we wouldnt be invested.. everyone was already pissed and pespiring profusely as we were waiting so long outside the hall(by the sides) and we had to wait so long to get in.. by the time we went in, we were hot and bothered abt being squeezed in such a airless space where there was no wind at all and meeting up with this kind of mistake that we were not to be blamed for.. respecting for who she is, all of us kept quiet and just listening to the threats washing upon us.. by that time, i was so angry inside for being scolded for a mistake we didnt make (anyway minghui told us softly that it wasnt our fault just before ms saras came over to scold us).. anyway, i was all ready to thrash things out with her, i didnt even mind coming to screams and blows then.. boy was i mad.. when she was done, i noticed that some people were also quite pissed.. wilson just threw down his chair, but he didnt keep it up.. its not that i'm scolding her but for her to realise that it was not our mistake allowing her to see that she was maing false accusations and though she is a teacher, she is still not entitled to scold us for wrongs that we didnt commit.. so there, its all let out now.. :p

i just wanted to thank/comment on some people:

andrew/philip
- i'm glad that finally you are invested into our big slb family.. i know that you all ahve been waiting so long for this.. well, finally you all are 'legally' in.. lolz.. well, i have high hopes of the both of you ok.. work hard and aim high.. hope you excel exponentially in the slb family.. and cultivate some warmth in there too kkz.. :p

cedric
- well, firstly i have to comment you for your great singing.. i knew that you have a really nice tenorish voice but i didnt know that you could sing THAT well.. wow, i was practically gawking when i first saw or heard you.. wow, great job! with a little more confidence, you will be absolutely great.. anyway here's a little comments from others who heard you: "wah,i didnt know that there was such a good singer in slb!" "he's very zai lehz!" "such a big voice from a small stature".. well, great job! i know that you can go really far in choir(mr leong obviously heard you!) and council(i heard some plans for you already!)..

wilson
- thanks for being quite encourag(ey) during the rehearsal.. anyway, would really like to thank you for pulling me up and reminding me that we were not supposed to sit, straight after walking to our seats.. which i obviously did which is absolutely ditzy(atious) of me.. thanks alot man!

siu yat
- thanks for being such a great friend and reminding me to do stuff which i forgot.. thankz..

jon
- thanks for being such a great friend but would just like to remind you to stop spreading rumours abt others when you have lots of yourself that others can easily spread.. do to others what you want others to do unto you..

realised that council/slb is actually very supportive and warm on the inside.. finally that warm/fuzzy feeling that i once felt came back.. i guess being supportive is what seperates sls from others..
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It's Just the Way We Are

We hold on to things the tightest,
wjen we are forced to let them go-
We always want things a certain way,
when we know they can't be so.

Dreams always last the longest,
when they are furthest from our reach-
And the lessons we can learn the most from,
are often the very ones we teach.

The grass is always the greenest,
when it lies on the other side-
And the truths we preach to others,
are often those we can't abide.

We hold fast to the things in a storm,
which are most likely to blow away-
And yet we neglect to wear sunscreen,
on a bright and sunny day.

We spend our time trying to see things,
when perspective is the one thing we lack-
And we never appreciate what we've got,
intil we can't get it back.

We expect the whole world to give us a break,
and yet ironically we find-
That when others come asking the same of us,
we tell them they're out of their mind.

We tell everyone what's wrong with this world,
and we do nothing to make it right-
We complain about families falling apart,
and yet do nothing to keep them tight.

We preach about loving our neighbours,
and we teach others right from wrong-
But we never set good examples for them,
when real chances come along.

We complain about not having enough time in our lives,
to do whjat we must do-
Yet if we were given more hours in the day,
we'd use up all that, too.

We desire to be close to all those we love,
yet all too often look on from afr-
And when it comes to the truth do we want to change,
or remain forever as we are?
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i hope all of you can find truths in that poem i created..


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date: Tuesday, July 12, 2005
time:3:28 PM
well.. it has been a really LONG time since i last blogged an entry.. haiz.. looking back at all those times when i wanted to but couldnt blog, i realise how busy i am.. since the start of school, the only thing i have been doing ispast yer prelim/o'level papers.. its an endless routine, everyday the same things.. ever since the end of the long weekend hols, i have been extremely tired and ever ready to fall asleep at night.. my eyes are very tired too..

the sec fours have been really busy.. but of course some people disapprove of it.. GL, RP, red, mrinnocent and i didnt go for choir yesterday because the few of us thought that it would only be a costume check and nothing else would happen but DL suddenly turned up when he was supposed to be inspecting esplanade for the whole afternoon, according to SS.. well, of course, those who didnt turn up were in quite deep shit.. it was because he was deciding who to give the annual Colours Awards for the various ccas to be given on the school's National Day celebrations.. well, apparently only JG, FN, turquoise and zlata got the Colours plus value-added award.. the supposed reason was because they were shone ever since they stepped into the choir.. well, i just feel that he is only but a frog in the well because someone of us has always been shining, its just that he didnt/doesnt see it.. i'm not hinting anything but i just feel that him saying that we didnt shine till sec3 and four is so wrong.. urgh.. anyway, the few of us sec fours, under orders, met DL this morning after assembly and because we earnestly explained our part as sec fours, he "closed an eye" but we have to attend choir tomorrow..

tomorrow's the Students' Leaders' Investiture 2005, finally.. finally, after so freakin' long, its finally here.. the best thing is that we get to skip lessons from 0950 onwards.. Hurrah! i get to skip Physical Ed. YES! i get to skip such a horrible thing.. HAHAHA!! hate pe forever.. :p

this is gonna be a great week.. lolz..
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Again

If when you wake up in the morning,
And the hurting is so great,
You don’t want to get out of bed
And face a world of hate.

If everything in life goes wrong
And nothing you do seems right,
You just try a little harder
And soon you’ll see the light.

For every person who has put you down
And filled your life with pain,
You must strive to achieve greatness
And show them you can win.

For every disappointment,
For the times you are let down,
There will be a better moment
And your life will turn around.



Because everyone feels heartache
And everyone feels pain
But only those who have true courage
Can get up and try again
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till another time.. wish us luck for our prelims that is coming in another 2 weeks..

anyway, good luck for those going to china.. (dan tan was quite disappointed with those sec 4s going to china.. ok...)


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