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date: Thursday, March 31, 2005
time:6:31 PM
i hate thursdays.. the first thing would be that i have pe in the morning.. it would make me all hot and bothered for the rest of the day.. ran 2.4 during the lesson, i think my heart just stopped when i finished my run.. i believe that my skin was hot enough to cook an egg.. in the end, i dunked my head into the water-cooler to cool it off.. urhz.. hate pe FOREVER.. stupid KY too.. always act friendly onez.. totally pretentious.. apparntly YY's leg wound opened again, then KY sort of panicked and ran to get his first aid kit.. at least he was fairly professional in his cleansing of YY's wound.. but then he shoved BW the job of cleaning the rest of the wound.. PE was oblivious to anything..

BS's lesson was very funny though.. she was going through the english vocabulary w/s with us and she came to the topic of people.. mr innocent and i was laughing when she read out the answer of 'Amazon'.. *hinthint* well.. she's just very funny larz.. always talking abt crazy stuff.. apparently she screamed when she felt the tremors of the sumatra earthquake.. wonder how that will sound, low or high pitch.. hahaz..

Prelims are officially back liaoz.. somehow i seem to predict it.. everyone's just tryin to start studying now.. DL and DT sort of predict 2 prelims for our level.. hope so, so we dont have to cheong so much for the june one.. but it doesnt seem that HB wants to do anything abt it.. he just seems very calm abt it.. he only talked abt his dwit book.. actually quite excited abt it, seemingly motivating me to study.. weird.. DT said that he knew that the prelims were coming back abt a week ago, rumours.. crazy DT called mr innocent 'sean paul' instead of his orig name.. though DT standing beside me, i roared with laughter.. mr innocent also laughed in unison.. *first time i see him so amused in front of a teacher, must bcos sit with me for too long liaoz* imagine mr innocent as a black rapper with baggy clothing and all.. OHMY! so...eww..

was on the way back with lizardboy, then passed by slroom.. ZM was there and he just screamed at me to do the umbrella service then.. lizardboy was laughing at him while i explained that i had to rush home for tuition.. he didnt believe me.. by then, i was quite pissed bcos he dere doubt my words.. i'm probably the only few in council who still listens to what he say lorz.. how dare he.. then ZM went on abt what saying that i have tuition with integrity bcos he suspected that i was lying.. of cos i said it again.. in the end lizardboy pulled me out of his mine of sight and went home.. its not that i blame ZM but he shld belive ppl and not doubt them..

after leaving lizardboy after crossing the road.. i stood at the side of the main road to try to hail a cab.. then i was MH crossing the road and heading towards the busstop.. of cos i ignored him.. looks like the president of the students' council also didnt do umbrealla duty, saw him hanging around the slroom area though.. hate his bag, so fat and weird-shaped.. gross.. saw stupid lumpy YF dutifully sheltering ppl with his small umbrella.. it stopped raining and he closed his umbrella but upon seeing his president walking towards him.. he ran towards him and sheltered MH with his lilliputian umbrella.. SUCK-UP!! after he left, another batch of ppl crossed the road again *i waited so long for the cab*, then i spotted WH crossing the road.. was going to say hi while scrambling with my chinese file + box file and umbrealla and evrything started to drop and lose its cg and i ended looking like a squirrel with too many acorns with it.. my umbrella fell and my hair turned into a lion's mane.. great impression there.. thankfully a cab came and i shoved myself in.. i'm such a ditz..

22 days till my bdae..

6 days till the choir's JUDGEMENT DAY.. good luck and practice hard guys..

gotta go, piano lesson liaoz.. bye..


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date: Tuesday, March 29, 2005
time:4:23 PM
finally i am able to blog.. cant help it, 56k is liddat onez..

abt 8 more daes before choir syf.. i'm realli starting to rub off the anxiety and nervousness from everyone around me.. but i guess that it doesnt only apply to the choristers but every aesthetic cca in cat high.. the reality of o'levels are coming in quick and fast, with all our teachers breathing down our necks and filling our collars with homework and tests.. this is the most hectic year that i'm going to have.. but i guess that evryone's just looking forward to their respective syf now.. good luck in ur preparation guys.. all the best to you all.. my prayers are with you all..

my skin is getting less red now but i'm gonna become liazrdman 2.. my burnt sin is getting scaly and dry.. the only thing i can do to save it is to apply lots yummy-smelling and cooling aloe vera gel on the affected parts of the skin.. well i hope that the $9.27 will do its work and get me a nice tan.. lolz..

hope that the sec 2s work are not piling up in this intensive syf time.. hope that my 'designing' on purple's chem project helped.. my design sucks.. :(

prague memories are taking a toll, emotionally, on me.. on turquoise's and blue's blog.. i can feel their pain and sorrow o missing prague.. it may seem superficial to many, but i feel the same..i really miss the times and memories that we had while walking through the streets of prague, admiring the intricate details on the many handicrafts and laughing hysterically at the shocking prints of the tees sold.. even the times when we would scream through the corridors of the hotels, afraid of the blinking lights, were memorable.. and if some of us hated our roommates, we would sleepover or bathe at other rooms.. it was a short few days but they were most special days in my 3 1/2 years in choir.. there was much trust and flowering friendships within us, walking with each other during the scenic tours, chatting with each other in each others' rooms, even bitching abt ppl we hated *and still do*.. i really made really good friends on the trip, even with someone whom i hated before (now the best of friends).. i personally feel that the friendships made was extremely strong.. i hope when all of us sec 4s leave at the end of this year.. the ppl that we truly loved and cherished would not forget us.. i miss prague...

PE told us abt her son.. he's in RI and apparently very rebellious.. scolding others and standing up to others.. just surprised that PE's son will use physical fights to solve his problems.. WELL..

23 more days to my 16th bdae.. apparently the frosties are planning something big.. really excited.. but there are more hurdles to cross before that..

to all choir peeps, chinese orchestra, el drama and band peeps.. work hard and never lose sight of ur gold *goal* (of cos with honours).. remember, if you dont work hard, you'll never get ur just rewards..

what goes around, comes around...


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date: Wednesday, March 23, 2005
time:4:58 PM
last nite i was listening to songs while i was ri=ushing through my zuo wen.. then ronde came up.. it was when i started to remember how i lucked out in my syf selection.. its just very.... that was when my essay turned to the syf selections and tears stared to well up in my eyes again.. but still, i am very fortunate to have friends that are close to my heart, who sing with me the song of friendship.. i'm praying for everyone for the next 14 days.. choir, my life..

does anyone know where i can find free music codes to put in my blog? i have this space in my blog for music but i cant find any.. plz msg me or tag me kkz..

i realli find the lyrics of diana degarmo's 'don't cry out loud' meaningful... here it is:
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Don't Cry Out Loud

Baby cried the day the circus came to town
'cause she didn't want parades just passin' by her
So she painted on a smile and took up with some clown
While she danced without a net upon the wire
I know a lot about 'er 'cause, you see
Baby is an awful lot like me

Don't cry out loud
Just keep it inside, learn how to hide your feelings
Fly high and proud
And if you should fall, remember you almost had it all

Baby saw that when they pulled that big top down
They left behind her dreams among the litter
The different kind of love she thought she'd found
There was nothin' left but sawdust and some glitter
But baby can't be broken 'cause you see
She had the finest teacher-that was me-I told 'er

Don't cry out loud
Just keep it inside and learn how to hide your feelings
Fly high and proud
And if you should fall, remember you almost had it all

Don't cry out loud
Just keep it inside and learn how to hide your feelings
Fly high and proud
And if you should fall, remember you almost made it

Don't cry out loud
Just keep it inside and learn how to hide your feelings
Fly high and proud
And if you should fall, remember you almost had it all
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still listening to that song.. my heart wrenches to see the choir once again.. why?

tomorrow's gonna be a very busy day for me.. 0800-1630, i have the motivational talk (need it after the chemistry test todae), piano lesson from 1845-1945 and a 2hr maths tuition 15mins later.. i'm so officially dead..

but at least i have fridae to cheer me up...*i suppose* going 'qing ming' in the early morning and heading to malaysia for a 3day 2nite deep-sea fishing trip.. my whole family's looking forward but i'm not i guess.. dont wanna get a terrible sunburn like mr oralled..

got heaps of tests o=next week.. i think i'll have to bring my tb along to study.. and its supposed to be a holiday.. crap.. *sigh*

signin off for now..


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date: Tuesday, March 22, 2005
time:4:02 PM
my blog's finally back up.. sori for those who didnt manage to see it todae.. it batter be ok.. haiz.. congrats on blue and yellow's new blog.. havent seen it yet though.. MH was very nice to me. i saw her after my chem prac and she just stared at me.. i said mornin'and she stared and smiled maliciously at me.. i was just laughin.. she's kinda crazy.. anyway, todae PE was scratchin' under the teacher's table, mr innocent and me were discussing on whhere she was scratchin.. finally we ended the topic with pubic lice.. so you'll know where we thought she was scratchin.. hahaz..

i'm quite dead.. maths transformations and chem test 2moro.. LP said that the chem test was very hard.. if we passed, we would be able to go for o'levels liaoz.. if we got an 'A' for it, he would hug us.. urm..someone's kinda touchy todae.. but test for oxygen was totally fun, the glowing splint would burn up ferociously.. realli fun.. but i seem to get a poppin sound.. weird.. just really scared for the test.. haiz.. wish me luck..

purple msged me last nite to talk to me abt prague.. i really feel the same way.. i miss the times when we spent trudgin through thr bitter wind, sloppin on lipbalm, chattin with teachers.. but most importantly, the times that we spent 2gether.. huddlin in each other's room, chattin and slurpin down flu medcine, fizzy orange vitamin pills and purple's cup noodles.. i remember sittin on the bed; staring into space while blue and turquoise slept into the nite, wanting me to remind me to wake them up soon.. i also remember having abt 6 ppl in my room sipping coke and comparing crystals together.. though this prague trip was short, it left us with great memories, us leaving prague with tears of joy and our names in history.. i will always miss prague and the ppl and spirit there.. it was one time when there was practically no pHing (besides CERTAIN people) at all.. i will always miss that wonderous place.. luckily i brought back many friendships true to the heart back.. i really hope that they'll improve over time.. i will miss everyone when i leave at the end of this year.. this is the true ebc spirit..

wishin' turquoise and mr innocent would get their voices back real soon.. very scary to lose ur voice.. lost my voice durin syf selection.. that's why......haiz..

gotto study liaoz.. really scared.. wish me luck..

really missing prague...


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date: Monday, March 21, 2005
time:8:55 PM
another long day has yet come upon me again.. PE was totalli slackatious today.. we had double maths period this mornin' and the only thing she did was going thru one maths sets w/s.. totalli slacky lorz.. DT was quite crazy lorz.. he just totalli scolded the ppl in mua class who didn't attend the ss lecture during the school hols.. luckily i stayed throughout the whole thing.. *phew* well, BW was called an ingrate when he said that his reason for not coming for the lecture was bcos it takes 1.5hrs to go to school.. DT just exploded at the sound of that.. if it was me, i would have felt the same way.. just surprised to see him angry lorz.. lolz.. BS went thru the previous 'writing challenge', my desperate housewives plot actually got one of the highest, C+/B.. WELL..

i just hate the internet connection thingy lorz.. was using blue's tablet at the study area and was rushing thru with orange when we realised dat there was only 15mins left to use as the connection gets cut off at 1600h sharp.. stupid idea if you ask me.. met SP at the staffroom.. lookin strangely at us.. hahaz, must be realising ur rendezvous.. crazy.. also met DT at the stairs.. very very mad.. saying bye in weird yoga position.. *shivers*

hop that mr innocent and turquoise gets their voices soon.. take lots of rest kkz.. all the best!

gotta sign off liaoz.. usually not allowed to use.. toodles..


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date: Saturday, March 19, 2005
time:7:58 AM
hey all.. here's my newest blog.. hope that you all enjoy it yahz..


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