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date: Friday, August 31, 2007
time:9:27 PM
will you tint those shades


HAHAHA.
cos i like happylunches and catching up.
met up with andrew, daryl and junfeng lunch.

i miss the GOOD OL' DAYS
where we go running around corridors.
and we like drinking coffee

YEAA.
the four am conference calls.
which i can just totally fall asleep in the midst.

i miss those days.
RAWRS ):

& what happened to having a life.
i want to go to the zoo.
or at least go out and discover new places.

LET ME GO OUT!
i'll fly to newyork now if i could.

hallos to four am studying.
let me run along those meadows of green with those wildhorses.
cos my mind's trapped in.


THRASHTHOSEGATES
to run out.


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date: Wednesday, August 29, 2007
time:9:07 PM

in song (:


its been quite awhile since the last update.
cos i've been singing 'chanmalichanhoihoi' for the past few days.
but i tink only yongyong knows what i'm talking about HEH.

but now that's over so
yea, my life is plenty colourful.
cos i'm going to waver this control over me
and sing chanmalichan along the way.

YEAA.
life is beeeautiful.








but happy servicelearning performance on sat.
though it took like forever.
at least we got a fair bit of camwhoring done.
plus plenty of latest updates of gossiping.
YEAA (:

and it helps that we go running down corridors in flying kimonos.
but i was feeeling jumpy and hyper.
cos it was the happyweekend. (:

and we should trying talking in ahlian talk.
den see if we can sustain it for one whole day.
HAHA :D

in song, victoria chorale.
was kinda late for the performance.
but dinnered with jasmine, eugene, xiaoping and sweehao.
and we bought pretty flowers from the defunked florist was was setting the makeshift stall.
and i stick to my choice that lilies smell nice. (:

waited for alan
but just in time for kimparaaa (:
and i tink its nice.
though i must say that the songs sang were fairly deep.
as in only a more chorally trained ear would appreciate it.
but it was plenty entertaining and enjoyable.
cos i sang a few of their songs before waaay back in sec school.
brings back much memories, all the way from sec1.

but i thoroughly enjoyed the company.
cos i met many people there.
like the random playsymphony ahs people

and YIMEIJIEJIE(:
ILURBSYIMEIDAJIE(:
or is it auntie or some random hierachy position

GOSH.
havent seen her in a longlonglonglong while.
BIGMISSESLARH(:
and i want to have a family dinner soooon
cos its been real long since we last had one.
maybe i'll ask around to have one during the sept holidays.
cos we can only have one after every one has finished their papers.
which is longlonglong.
):

digressing arh.
back to the concert.
it was plenty nice to watch tho.
was chatting excitedly with jasmine regarding the nicenice lights and the interesting way how they introduced their songs. (:

waited for the TOE.
outside the artists' entrance.
and it brought back muchmuch fun memories of PLAY!
like how we would simply walk through those entrances like happyartistes.
or the excuses to run down corridors of esplanade
or to camwhore with emoorganists and ponytailedconductors. ((:
but the sad thing is that we didnt have the chance to camwhore much.
or we momentary forgotten about it.

AHH ):



but starbucksed with alan after that.
singing random songs whilst on the way.
and i'm angry that we didnt camwhore with the random artworks on the way back from esplanade.
MEHHS




some other day then. (:
but i had a nice berry whateveryoucallthat.
and i had my happy strawberry tart.
WOOOTS.

& i've got a HAPPYGREENCRUMPLER. :D



teachers' day in school was okie.
apart from random singing of songs.
and watching the TOE open a bag of coloured socks.
HEH :D

of cos,
toes should not think that they look plenty good just because they wear all black.
HAH :D



& i met up with colin on the way to lunch.
BIGMISSES to that funny chap too.
and he looks good cos i like the colour of his tie! :D


HAIRSPRAY&SECRET SOON(:
BIGSMILES :D



cos i'll catch you on the second star to the right (:




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date: Friday, August 24, 2007
time:7:04 PM
cos the road's just gonna get tougher


maybe its time to get it going.
it isnt gonna get you anywhere with this.

stand up and face the sky.
cos you just have to stand up with your own two feet.


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date: Tuesday, August 21, 2007
time:5:16 PM
and the stars refuse to shine.


its been a cold but short day.
but still its a nice day.
coupled with random laughters and bitchfits.

not by me of course. (:


i miss singing nice and impactful songs.
songs that would seem to prick something deep inside.
awaken a forgotten dream or some dust-covered memory.
but listening to hana really brought back something special.
do hope that victoriachorale sings that song this sunday.

nothing beats live emotions on stage with a touching song.
i wont let some random bitch ruin it for me.

nah.
its one song that i'll never be bored of. (:


considering that i've had it on loop for like the past 15 times.
(:



YAYS
for the opening of crumplers during momo's lesson tomorrow.
mustmust take a picture of our many crumplers.
HEH(:

& i hate printing sets after sets of geog notes.
turns me off larh.
irritating.

and am constantly tired, rawrs.
cos i want to be a happy ray of sunshine.
or else i'll be grumpy and do my parrot laughter again.
and make everyone loook at me.

noooooo.


its funny how one can do sooo much for love.
taking that extra mile, waiting that extra hour, doing that little something more.
its all to cure those butterflies in the tummy.

that's it.
it filipino accent tomorrow plus during geog presentation.
that should generate some laughs.
HAHA. :D

*kicks up patch of grass*

& its weird how i read chickensoup for the mother's soul and other self-helpbooks.
when there's nothing else to read but those for women.
:S

but its nice! (:
it keeps me occupied.



fly me that kite.
then we'll run along those carpets of green.


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date: Monday, August 20, 2007
time:12:03 AM
youu still make me smile.
it means so much to me. <3


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date: Sunday, August 19, 2007
time:1:20 AM
camwhorepersons! :D

because it's been an evenful week.
and well , i'm bushed.

HAPPYBIRTHDAY TO THE AUGUSTBABIES(:
& belates to FANGBI and CICILLIA!

too many things in my head.
like little chattering sparrows.
i guess this is when 24hours is not enough.
and getting pissed isnt doing any good.


and i cant possibly accomodate everyone.
den i'll swing into a irritable mood and be sacarastic.
RAWRS.
its timeto grow up.


& i'm angry cos yesterday i heard loud sounds in the sky.
and i was momentarily exhilarated cos i thought there was incoming heavy rain.
until i started wondering why the booms came in repeated and patterned spurts.
den i realised that they had fireworks displays yesterday and today.
so i'm angry that i couldnt watch it on either days.
i need a dose of prettay fireworks!
HEAR THE BOOMBOOMBOOM(:
EHH.
and i found out that i hold my stufflamb's hand when i sleep.
otherwise i cant fall asleep!


'i'm colin, god of sex.
just on the wrong continent that's all.'

LOVEACTUALLY.
cos i'm stealing time from studying to watch it.
at happyhourat threeam in the morning.
its just funny with all the britishaccented humour.
HOHO.

its a happy intellectual movie.
cos that's what i keep telling myself.
that maybe some intellectual economics concepts will popout from it.
like market failure because of mistletoe,
cos no one can be exempted from kisses below it.
publicgood!

HEH.
i tink of the greatest things.
now its time to rack my brains to link it to elasticity of demand! :D

okieokie.
i'm going to learn britishaccents from gwen.
i'll start with the finger above the lip thing.
tho it doesnt seem to be happening.

alanrickman seems loads more human than in snape in harrypotter.
so does emmathompson, of whom seems alot more psycho as prof.trelawney.
so its a good movie if you link harrypotter.

but it makes me miss christmas.
I WANT SNOW! :D


there we go.
at least now my entries are more understandable.
rather from random emoooed entries.



weave those dreams(:


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date: Friday, August 17, 2007
time:8:01 PM
What Your Bathroom Habits Say About You

You are very independent and self-centered. You don't solve other people's problems - and you don't expect them to solve yours.

Your look is put together, classic, and stylish. You always look fashionable without trying.

You are a very outgoing person. You are true to yourself, and you never hold back.

In relationships, you tend to be very romantic and demanding. You'll treat your partner like gold, but you expect a lot in return.


AHH.
but at least i've got goooood bathroom habits. (:


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date: Thursday, August 16, 2007
time:10:00 AM
HELLOOO YOUU.
then maybe i'm not upset.

but it raining.
so there's supposed to be a cause for joy.
only if i brought my jacket.


nah.
cant do very much.
dont try too hard boy.
you might not get anything in return.

boos for procrastinating.
its wonderful how i can put so much effort.
yet i refuse to do it.
cos i need a fire, a fire to burn people's faces.
WHAHAHA.
so much for hidden desires to kill.

i need sleep! :D
but i need my daily green too.
but i havent found it yet today.
cos i dont want to use my green pen for maths test.


YEAA.
vicchorale, and i hope i can go.
cos would be hearing the fantabulous TOE singing in chinese.
HAHA :D
i'll laugh real loud in esplanade.
den i'll give sudden points to push the blame to someone else.


i like the rain.
not because i didnt bring my umbrella.
cos i wont go splashing in puddles singing 'ella ella eh eh eh'
but i'll sing random carols and nice songs in the rain.
WOOTS(:

cos maybe i can forsee another 4am running.
HAPPYKOOKABURAS(:

cos i'm enlisting people to join this elite club.
den i can start making costumes and fly kookabura feathers from downunder.
den it'll be legal to laugh in my resonant cackling laughter.
HOHO(:


BACKTOFOREIGHDIRECTINVESTMENT.
*pulls hair*


ILOVEYOUUU
&YOU&YOU&YOU&YOU&YOU.


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date: Tuesday, August 14, 2007
time:9:35 AM
COOOLD.
cos i was freezing during geog.
argh.

timeflies.
& i hope it does tonight.
den i see the the fir flying.
cos i wanna see fireflies. :D

but they look cuter in cartoooons.

elmobook!
maybe i should just conc on work first.
then things would be more in place.
and i like it when i'm on par with tutorials.
all except for math that is.


okie i want to camwhore.
SOON.
i promise myself i'll do lots of work.
YEAYEA.

because i can/should balance.
work&play.
i'll let play settle on its on but its more and more work to do.

MEHS.
shall TRYTRY to make some people go for concerts.
cos it food for the soul.
otherwise i'll be very bored.
but it'll happen all in two weeks.


wait.
i'm talking plenty of rubbish already.
GROWGRASS(:
THE GREENER THE BETTER.
den it all back to work.


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date: Monday, August 13, 2007
time:11:11 PM
EH.


random green photos are loove.
cos i tink the dog is cute larh.

LIKE RANDOM TIGGERS
BOUNCING IN MY ROOM. (:


am better.
from badmood this morning.
cos at least i know what happened.
you'll see a smile on my face tomorrow!

thanks darren&pohchoon.
for listening and bearing with me today.
it wasnt easy to survive the screams and scratches.
but yeaa (:
it made me feeel loads better.

other than jumping from corner to corner.


okie i didnt really scratch.
cos it looks visually better that both actions start with an 's'
HAHA.


am feeeeeling loads better.
thanks to random people who talk to me on msn.
plus a totally horrible person with a totally cold ass.
(:

smiles.
for teaching the class to sing koookabura during gp.
i tink mrguru hates me now.
but its all in the aid of promoting music in children!

if you consider yongyong and darren children that is.
but since i'm a cute threeyearold,
everyone must not be that old too.


and i did myself proud!
elevenrounds the track.
and not even tired.
boy i'm on my way to hotness.

HAH(:



of huckleberries, cherries and li-me.
LOLLIPOP(:


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date: Sunday, August 12, 2007
time:4:05 AM
monochrome(:


its time for random photos.
but only one now in case i run out of those.

cos runnning at 4am is good.
for me.

its crazy but it was on impulse.
its much quieter
not that much more freaky.
but it made me stop to think.

that i may be thinking waaay too much.
i need to let off some steam.
*blows steam from head*



bless my thoughts.
cos i let them run wild.
bless my soul.
cos its gone ahiding among those trees.
bless my mind,'
cos i lost it in the rain.

at least for tonight,
i feeel much better (:


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date: Saturday, August 11, 2007
time:4:32 PM
i was a fool.
to be fooooled again.

but i'd continue.
cos my heart does.



oh fate is kind
she brings those to those who love
i'll wish you upon that second star


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date:
time:3:57 PM
there aint bluer skies


so the song goes.
but then it'll end.
like a good song~

but yet it still lingers in my head.
the lyrics and the tune.
it has ended so it has.

just like a good dream.
just like a nightmare.


today was a bad day.
cos it was waaay too hot.
& i brought my jacket and camera for nothing.

but at least i had company.
good ones at that.

cos i like my brown today.
&i almost convinced myself to buy that pair of brown shoes yesterday.
actually not really~

& i'm angry.
cos i was pacing and pacing around yesterday.
and stupiiid alan didnt see me.
SEE!
i'm poke you the next time i see you.
and i wasted like 50000000 calories on that cup of icecream okie.

badmooood.
sorry to zkai and darren whom i whined to.
its not me to do that.
cos i'm nice and totally independent.
*stands up in mock stamford raffles pose*

its stoopid of me to do that.
i've never fallen like this.
like whatthehell.
i'm gonna stannd up for SINGAPORE.
for myself too actually.

& i havent eaten since 2 strands of noodle at nine.
but somehow i'm not hungry.
that's what you do to me.


ENOUGHEMOSTUFF.
brother finally cleared away.
so the roooom's to myself.
but that means plenty of panking.
gosh, i'm nvr seen that much dust.
yet i get the motivation for IKEA.
YEAYEA.

you didnt help.
but i didnt help myself.
i should have expected this long ago.
its just a dream.
probably not even worth one from the other party.
taking this in 6months ago,
this was already a dream come true.
really it would have been.

be content with what you have.
cos there's a reason for all.
when a door closes, another opens.
cos i keep my faith in You.
cos You'll carry me when no one else will.
be with me when no one is is there.

now i'm talking coherently.



just be glad that it was once yours.


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date: Friday, August 10, 2007
time:4:38 PM
let's stop the world(:


YES.
stupid brother finally finished using com.
HAHAHAHAH :D
i'm a nice person OHKAY.
stop eating the choc pudding.
cos i want it.
yes its going to help.
i want it now.

irritating people standing behind the comp chair.
RAWRS.
CURSES.
one day, just you wait.

ANYWAYS(:


national day eve was fun.
cos i like my red and white laces.
yays to nice brown shoes and brightlycoloured laces.
sure its kinda loud and everything but when can you wear red&white again for the rest of the year?
but i like to think that its nice.
:D

didnt join the ajrace with the class cos had choir prac.
and had fun playing around with my laces the whole time.
& of course i'm a nice chap and gave out tulip pops.
let's just keep it a nationalday present thing!
HAH(:
but went off too early so couldnt give to class.

but practice was good.
other than the fact that i kept perspiring.
cos probably i'm too hot.
practicing and laughing at mrtoh's seven sins together with jasmine
and suaning him at every possible moment.
HAH(:

ohyea.
stole the photo from junyang's blog.

practice was kinda good.
and i found back my love for national day songs.
well, i got super high during rehearsals.
jumping and doing random laughs backstage.
& of cos staring at zongyi's erm supposed glam dancing.
HAHA

& of cos comparing feet size and waving singapore flags like nothing.
of cos the cute ol' superstar me gave plenty of kisses and waves to the empty hall.
but i like national day songs! :D

performance was good.
but stupid mike was off for me.
so couldnt hear jasmine, sweehao and me.
that's HORRIBLE.
cos everyone loves a good bass. (:
& a hawwt and cute one at that.
*waves to crowd*

everyone loves an unglam peiyong(:

the struggles of love + the motivation of bridesmaids

& finally together <3

lunched with choir peeps.
sakae was great fun cos i ate little.
well, basically laughs and gossips made up the bulk of my stomach.
to think geog teachers have a thang for the dance floor.
TSK!
maybe its all the earth shaking that makes them psycho.

& to think i only thot they go,'i feeeeeel the earth moooove under my feet..'
or however that songs goes.

then walked around wisma staring at random getai skirts with unimaginable waist lengths.
& trained to cityhall to lunch with alan.


UNCUTE!

TOTAL CUTENESS! :D


wasnt supposed to be lunching cos was already full.
but took plenty of icecream inside me tho.
AHHHS.
its all alan's fault.

now i'm all guilty from all those icecream.
RAWRS.

nevermind.
shall find some way to work it off.
by CAMWHORING(:

yea.
we camwhore well.
cos we're such experts HAHA.
& of cos i'm a good photographer. (:

random chats.
made me a happy boy.
cos i got to know more and to laugh alot more.
eeks, cold hands.
but quickly warmed up. (:

after like a dozen scoops of ices.
waaait.
ohGOSH, its a total of three scoops of icecream.
plus random splashes of marshmellow and butterscotch.
5673298756485 calories.
AHHHH!

but then shopped around marina.
then bumped into some random bitch.
HAHA JONATHAN.
crazy person bitch whatever.
lols.

& i bought my psycho pro-nationalday red shirt.
MEHH goes the lonely sheep.
on my nice red shirt.
but i also like the blue STRIPES!
hmmpf.
i guess i have to give some people chance to look good.
once in a while.
it helps in the selfesteem.
XD

random jumpshots & camwhoring at esplanade.
plus plenty of emoing.
on my side anyways.
thought about lots of things.
guess its the ambience, wind and the company.
EMO~

like serious larh.
awkward stares into singapore prettay skyline.
& i only discovered areas like this that day.
perfect for walking around doing nothing.
well maybe not nothing.
but singing random chords & canons with alan.
which was nice (:




so i guess i must thank hot ol' alan for bring me there (:


KOOKABURA(:

chocolated at esplanade.
which gave another million calories.
but it was great fun laughing at psychotic laughters across our table.
& toturing my poor totoro.

& rushhour3 was good.
if not too short.
but times like this pass by waaay to fast!


JUMPSHOTS!




crumpler exchange tmr! :D



breathless, we flung us on a windy hill
laughed in the sun
& kissed the lovely grass.
but i'll do it all o'er again. (:
922(:




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date: Tuesday, August 07, 2007
time:9:25 AM
OHH.
so i know who is it now.
how is it that i keep missing that person.

TSK.
RAWRS.

my investigative skills are weakening.
noooo.

but it doesnt make me a much happier boy.
just gotta love everything around me.
and appreciate everything that i have.
YESYES.

i'm smiling again.
hoho.
now that makes me a grinning freak around school.
but see the sunshine?
its plenty bright and cheerful.
ohkay.
maybe a little too bright.

i'll take a nice artistic photo of sunshine soon! :D


RED&WHITE LACES ARE LOOVE. (:
for there's much to be happy about that little sextet.
which is a group of six if anyone is wondering.
coolness.
and i'm the creater of everything hawt and cooool.

which makes me with a normal temperature that is.
hyperboy!


gonna make up plenty of work today.
that's it.
typing out plenty of stuff and make sure i get things aaaaayyohkay.

cos its still a competition between mrgrey & msred.
but now kiddogreen's coming into the picture.

yea.
its hard to choooooose. (:


tomorrow will be a GOOD day.
plenty of camwhoring & reds&whites.

SMILEFERME(:
& i'll capture it in a little jar. (:


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date: Sunday, August 05, 2007
time:2:00 AM
MEHEARTSSHADOWS(:


am lethargic.
but the later the night goes,
the more work i can get done!
the ones that i'm more interested in anyways.

one more then i should be done for the day.


went to watch brother's drama performance today.
the intermediate performances were simply, questionable.
but i didnt come to watch the rest, just eldrama.
& animal farm was certainly veryvery interesting.
cos it kept my hairs standing.
it was indeed something out of my comfortzone.
i'm prettay sure i told lots of people that alr.
but it kept me at the edge of my seat.
until now i tink i still have the slight shivers.

but certainly thought-invoking.
havent watch such intellectual stuff in a LONG time.

but i'm inspired (:
to start dancing.
WOOO!
must be the hiphop just now plus plenty of highschoolmusical for good measure.

WILDCATS! :D


okie.
random highness.
but i'm SMILING(:
SEEEE MY COLGATE TEEETH :D

okie.
i'm just BORED.
HAHAHAHA.


cos i'm going gaigai.
its a tie between grey ships and red elmos!
but i really like both. (:

plus ripped jeans.
WOO (:

can you see me waving at you?
HARLO PEOPLE OUT THERE (:
FLASH A TOOTHY GRIN! :D

i like drawing big wiiiiiide smiles.
and it took me five tries to get that one just right.
but i like it!


for a day of work & studying.
cos i noe i gotta make up for the time on wed.
but i'll do it.
YEAA.

i'll cheer you on! :D
GETWELLSOON.
cos hot cocoa is on its way.
YAYS :D


GOODMORNINGSINGAPORE(:


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date: Saturday, August 04, 2007
time:3:16 AM
thanks
for making smile the whole night/morning through.
(:


means thaaaaaaat much to me.


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date:
time:2:07 AM
HOODED babies (:
yea.
i've no idea why i'm still awake.
but i'm hyper now so YEAA
BIGSMILES(:
cos sometimes its nice talking in the middle of the night
when the world is a little more quiet
the air a little more chilly.
but then again,
i tend to talk a litte more rubbish too.
like now when i've no idea what i'm talking about lols.
its been a tiring week.
coupledwith random laughs in the audi. (:
long one nonetheless.
but i gotta learn and move on from here.
to pick up the pace and to keep pushing myself.
sure, its gonna get more difficult from now on.
no one said it was easy.
so stop fooling urself that you've time.
just gotta juggle and WORKIT.
& i tink i've let all these angst out on lots of people.
maybe in hysterical laughter or crazy bitchings.
or simply indulging in things that may not be true and brooding all over it.
YEAA.
its time to settle down and actually think things thru.
but that's always time for hysterical laughter & random bitchings.
welcome to the trilingual club.
HAHA :D
yea.
i'm easily satisfied.
dark choc makes me a happy boy! (:
& this week is green jacket week.
& this part is to complain about horrible shameless people.
still say that you're a sweetheart.
PUHLEEZE.
you're a happywindmillboy!
happiness comes in the wind that blows in six colours.
MOVIEOUTING ON WED (:
& much delight found in cups of hot cocoa.
till wednesday! (:
you make me smile (:
at like 3.02 in the morning.
HAH(:


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