rahh.
if i ever find out the one who came up with internet viruses and spyware, i'll wring the idiot's neck till the person will never see the light of day again. honestly, i dont see the point of coming up with these stupid things in the first place. looks like i gotta keep all my files in my trusty ipod and reformat the com. my internet explorer cant work and my msn messanger keeps signing in and out. f it. luckily my bro downloaded opera so i can still use it. but what the hell.

and i cant see my tagboard. :(

weird, i seem to see jaclyn -everywhere- when i go out. XDD

finally the papers are over for me. technically it ended yest because i cant study for chinese anyways. well, wanna go shopping wif laykuan, wanding and sylvia tmr. *woots* i need to scream anyway. stupid trojan.

s.t.a.l.k.e.r
p.a.r.a.n.o.i.d
n.i.n.e. t.i.m.e.s.
y.o.u.'r.e. s.c.a.r.y. m.e.
e.v.e.n. m.y. m.o.m. k.n.o.w.s.
i. n.e.e.d. m.y. p.r.i.v.a.c.y.
*shudder*

only a few people know of this. *points above* but i still think its ver scary.

i cant wait for choir practices to finally start. ((:

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yupp, i'm sorry about my outburst. it was cured with a series of blasting 'everything and more' on my com. at least it got me rational and thinking again, instead of fiddling and hoping for something that might not even happen.

as someone said,
que sera sera, what will be, will be.
if it is to happen, it will happen.

gosh, what i would do to have billy gilman's voice. ((:

i realised that i'm extremely nervous, two weird things happen. one would be that i pepper my words repetitively. and only when i look back later, i realise the stupid things i do or say. argh, and i know that i just did that. but the other thing that i would do is to grasp the situation by its neck and start wringing it and impress. but looks like i did the former this time. but what's done is done.

cant wait for xiamen. wanna just stomp on the commontests and run straight to xiamen.

oh anyway, katharine mcphee's studio version of 'my destiny' sounds much better than taylor hicks 'do i make you proud'. :D and i read that his song actually was written for elliot yamin but when elliot didnt make it to the finals, taylor then requested for the song.
interesting.

will the prediction come true? november 14, last day of oral presentations. we'll see.

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national day parade tickets. *woot!*

collage of photos of zkai andrew and i :DD

whenever there's no bens'n'jerrys available. haagen dazs would suffice. :d

octette shirt is out? shall pass them out the next choir practice. meanwhile, here's a glimpse. (yea i was taking the photographs, not that zkai is a 'great' model) *vomit*

i'll update on what happened some other day. yeap, it was filled with plenty of surprises, and horrible experiences.

i'm just tired, emotionally tired.

i guess maybe reality would wake me harshly again but a tiny part of me still holds on to that strand of hope. i do not know. really. i really hope so. but then again, hope has never worked well for me.

rahh!

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phew i'm tired.

yesterday's choir went quite well i think. other than kuchinta which sounded like we needed lots of help. i thought binamma rocked. (: and mr kwei was in a very weird mood. *shrugs* and that doesnt explain that his shirt was crumpled. hmmms. of course i can link that to lots of things. whee~ but anyway gerald has been growing in scandalatiousness. and i havent been able to keep up at all. yishun jc? thats a keeper for years. :D

went out wif daryl for lunch before choir. yupp, its been great to catch up with old friends. it seems that i havent talked to them in ages. rahh! but it was enlightening to catch up with him again. haha, its just fun to let loose of tensions once in a while.

woot! i got a best friend oscar. ((:

on the way back from school, i spied with my little eye someone who was carrying a fila bag clad in cathigh school uniform. lo and behold, it was andrew. haha. and so it seems that he is deaf because zkai and i kept calling his name and he didnt even turn back. in the end andrew and i stepped into the wrong train and had to circle all the way from khatib. but it was really nice spending the whole afternoon chatting and catching up again. and of course, it was fun to hum old songs again and scream in maniacal laughter.

project runway rocks. :D

had conference wif xianhui and zkai from eleven thirty. and it just went on and on till five in the morning. the last time i checked, the whole duration of phone call lasted for 4hrs 54mins. woot! i havent done that in the looong time. we talked about everything under the sun, wait it shld b under the stars. ranging from, binamma to clowns to italian shirts to our amazing IT-savvy parents. we can digress so well. haha. thank goodness i was charging my fone whilst talking. heh. the most fun part was ard four plus when the sky got really loudy and all of us were looking out of the window and exclaiming in delight when we see lightning flashing across the sky. and the thunder that we heard would range in timings due to our different locations. it was xianhui followed by me and then zkai. the miracles of nature. (:

i cant believed i managed to survive on four hours on sleep so far. *yawn*

rahh! i miss prague.

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its time for a really long update after this week when i've been missing in action. of course, some people thought that i just disappeared into thin air. which i normally dont do. anyway, i thought i mentioned to quite a few people the day before i left. nevermind. a big TSK to those who didnt even know i disappeared. :p

travelled to hongkong and spent a few days on some island. i literally managed to travel by all forms of transport, ferry, train, bus and car. the best thing is that i got quite alot of my shopping done. managed to get whatever i wanted to purchase so far. :DD

fabulous ceiling of the island resort. thankfully it was such a nice place. seeing this after 1.5hrs on a ferry and 2hrs travelling by car is like a breath of fresh air.

for no apparent reason, the general manager of the resort just had to pick us up from the ferry terminal and he JUST had to drive so slowly at 20km/h (noticed by my brother) for a mere 45km, the distance from the ferry terminal to the resort. thankfully my ipod allowed me to submerge in the midst of pretending i'm at home blasting music on my bed. rahh!

yah. there was a world cup fever in the resort. world cup apparel was sold everywhere, all imitation i'm sorry to say. and throughout breakfast there was world music ringing repeatedly, and the repetoire only consisted of three pathetic songs and they kept playing on and on and on...

i. want. original. germany. world. cup. jersey.
((:

a few random pictures i took when my family went on pedal boats. naturally, i used taking pictures as an excure to stop rowing. heyy, its not easy trying to row the stupid freakin' boat. in the end, the boat just stopped moving in the middle of the river because everyone had cramps. *note to self: never excite oneself to be outdoorsey and start renting pedal boats EVER again*

on the last day at the resort, we decided to take the hour long journey to the city to shoooopp. my brother and i noticed this thai restaurant board whilst we were stalking for good buys. fish wing?! we stoned there for 15mins just trying to figure out what was fish wings. one of the things i came up with was some sort of new dish involving flying fish wings. before long, i finally realised that 'fish wing' is a direct translation from the chinese term for sharks fin. *diao*

go figure.

just a couple of random pictures i took when we returned to hongkong. all the pictures taken were at the hongkong museum of art. yup, it was time to get all arty farty again. :p

just thought that this statue at the museum was real nice. (:

whilst in hongkong, had dimsum everyday for breakfast. after a while, it got really quite boring because the same food kept popping up. kept drowning myself in tea bcos the food was really getting quite salty.

mango tou hwa. its...interesting for a new experience to my tastebuds. its definitely different. and one other thing, i have no idea whats with hongkongers and mangoes. i see mangoes EVERYWHERE. its not that mangoes are really cheap over there. *shrugs* every dessert house i went to had some form of mango dessert listed there.

not many picture in hongkong. because i was shop-shop-shopping. not that i went all around like a crazed freak buying stuff but i basically got lots of shopping done. (:

rahh. missed out on lots of outings whilst i was away. ):

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havent updated in a long while.

went shopping with sylvia and laykuan on tues. and it was an unforgettable experience. *woots!* its crazy you know and when we went to bugis, we just went mad. and i introduced them to ultimatedly delicious and creamy beardpapa cream puffs. *drools* i didnt introduce wrongly right? sylvia even went bakc later with her friend to buy another one. for those who have absolutely no idea what i'm talking about you should just slap yourself or something and kick yourself to taka or bugis junction basement to purchase their sinfully delicious creme puffs. its like a little drop of heaven. well.. maybe there's kinda like an exaggeration but you get my point. :p

anyways as i was saying, we went crazy shopping in bugis. and it seems like the three of us have such a coincidental sense of taste. we ended up at pmk at the edge and the tee with the three dog faces sewn on the side of the shirt. and we spent the next 15mins trying on the shirts, laykuan and i decided on a medium black and white respectively. and sylvia found out that they didnt have medium in stock anymore. and after much persuasion for a excruciating 45mins we finally managed to persuade sylvia to purchase the small size which laykuan and i swear makes sylvia look SO much better. haha.

and thanks to sylvia again, her idea of us walking into seiyu had mysteriously caused us to come across a sale on converse clothes which was instantly devoured by us. and we persuaded laykuan to buy it also. and i heard after laykuan and i left sylvia went back to buy another tee and another bag. haha. the beauty of the great singapore sale. but it also left my wallet quite empty. argh..

today was quite an interesting day fuelled by scandals. after my chemistry lecture today, of which the auditorium was absolutely freezing. but its partly my fault because i was just too lazy to take out my jacket. yongyong, laykuan and i had a little bet today. and it seems that the results was so appalling until we completely missed the time limit. but anyways, met zkai later to find the tee printing place. had a very horrid tummy ache throughout the whole train journey, it seemed like gastric though. and because i was clutching my stomach for the whole duration of the journey, i missed out on experiencing the amazing journey of taking the train which is fully-automated, according to zkai.

right.

but the fun started when we left out the train station at potong pasir. lets just say we spotted *ahem* meeting another guy whom we totally knew. zkai and i were absolutely scandalized and i went up the escalator screaming in utter salaciousness. the beauty in finding out new gossip. XD regarding this, you can always contact my surreptitiously in private. all details shall be revealed in absolute secrecy.

okay digressing. we got totally lost and realised later that the office o the printing service was a rundown semi-d. upon contacting the supplier, we found that the actual place was in geylang. it was in the afternoon so it was still okay. after miaoing to a cat, we decided to have lunch. whilst lunch, there was plenty of evaluation of the latest gossip and of people. we should have more of such lunches more often. :DD

in the end, we managed to make the octette polo tee. i'm sure it'll turn out great. at least we will have some other kind of shirt to wear. and the average price of the choir tee will be around $15. i really think my design is nice. but now its time to think of the words we can possible put up there. woots! choir tee, coming soon..

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i heart prince of egypt. ((:

i suddenly went into this prince of egypt craze. and it has caused me to happily blast the songs from the sound track into my ear for the past few days. the music's really inspirational.

maybe i should take out my 'when you believe' four part score again to start revising it. i always never got the hebrew childrens' chorus right. at least i've got something else to do when i'm trying to escape the grappling arms of my homework.

life is gonna be empty without choir. *sigh*

ashira ladonai ki gaoh gaah.

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decided to make up for not blogging yesterday. mainly because i was far too tired and busy working on other things to blog an actual post. moreover, i was pissed.

to a certain fugly person whose name i do not even wish to mention at all as my wrath would be greatly incurred once again. thanks for being so absolutely responsible. if you have noticed, for every single piece of information you wanted to pass down to spread, you just happily decide to tell us at the very last moment. thanks alot byatch. i believe that i have enough of your pms that just happens to occur everyday. you're one big weirdo. all the time trying to act glamourous. reality check, you're just a wannabe. and by the way, shave of that moustache of yours, you look ghastly to the eye as it is. and stop hiding your salasciously scandalous past as if you are some kind of tyotchilatious celebrity. reality check update again, you're not. and i'm not the only one who thinks you're weird.

i should have listened to others about you, i thought it was just plain rubbish and that you are actually nice but a leopard will never change its spots. cliche but true. just stop trying to act as if you've got lots of class and your absolutely professional. you want to compete over professionalism? bring it on. i'm sure you'll think that you'll beat me hands down. au contraire, i dont thin you can even come an inch close to my standard. i'm just surprised that such a tyotch like you even exists. i must have been cursed to even meet you. and its not like everyone does not have a life like you. everyone does not owe you a living. I dont owe you a living. trying to act all superior on me. sorry, life does not work that way. incur my wrath and die. i dont usually hold grudges but i can greatly assure you that i wont forget this and what you have thrown onto me. dont even try tiatch.

i welcome for your challenge but let me assure you this, you wont come out smiling.
get a life. let me catch one of your scandals passing by again and you wont get out of this unscathed.
scandals are my forte and i know how to use them.

damn, i'm pissed.

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i think that i must be going quite mad. its all because of the band concert. i've been listening to lots of 'grease' songs since the concert. sooner or later i'm going to end up going to the 'grease' musical. i'm in such a mood for musicals now. actually, i also want the local musical 'cabaret', i really like the song they sang for the tv trailer. maybe i can persuade my parents to bring me for both of them, now that would be a treat. :DD i'm such a sucker for musicals, all those live singing and great vocals. *swoons* whats more is the fantastic storylines and wonderful visual effects. *woot*

i love kuchinta. ((:
the more i sing it, the more enjoyment i garner. *grins* but the small group testing is really scary. all of the sudden the hall seems much colder. brr.. glad its over but the experience is quite fun. i mean, as compared to other small groups practices that i've had, it was quite good. and of course there are lots of fun people to tease and bitch around too. ((: and i got caught resonating a loud miao at hanquan today by mr kwei. damn funny lor. he just gave me a i-cant-believe-you-actually-did-that look and sashayed out of the hall laughing. then hanquan kept teasing me about it. malcolm also, kept teasing me to teach the girls how to miao since i'm the queen cat. lol. XD

gosh, i keep getting distracted whilst typing.
i think i have spent at least an hour and a half on this entry. ><

sister act songs rock! (((:

ohyeah, i must definitely eat at chat masala one of these days. :DD
i must have been blind, four years in siglap and i never noticed the salacious sign. LOL.

there's more to things than it meets the eye. it may seem cliched but i can assure you its true. it has been interesting to finally see from the big picture and to realise how everything links together nicely. i really dunno who to believe now. maybe its right to say that no one would take a neutral stand. no matter how much you may say that you will be neutral towards both sides, you know that it will never be. you may like this person better or the other one better, there will always be this chance for biasness to agree. no matter what, it seems impossible to detach oneself away from this situation.

i sense incoming tension.

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