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so i'm not supposed to be in school for the rest of this week as ordered by the doctor cause i'm still mildly contagious. oh whee.. but i'll definitely be back next week for the papers which i'm totally dreading.

shoo spots shoo.
go far away from me as possible.
*hands doing swishing actions*

didnt manage to catch forbidden city last saturday because of the outbreak of spots and all. and since i'm sure the esplanade theatre hall wont allow animals such as the leopard me, i wouldnt have been able to go despite being fully covered from head to toe. so sorta sold my great tickets to my aunt and my brother's friend. but now i'm going for the curtain call on the last night this sat. (: the seats arent the best but hey, at least i can watch it. and that is provided i'm completely spot-free. *sigh*

i'm seriously disappointed and enraged. but i dunno what to say in response. analysing it, i just think its so stupid. its been such a long time since i've become so agitated like that, zhengkai knows. but nobody aint seen the worst of me. dont you even try.

you can biatch ur way throughout life, but dont be the weakest link when the time comes.

you know what?
one word: bitch.

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yess.
gone are the bane of sickness, fever and headaches. (i hope)
havent had a single headache or fever striking my head the entire day and i hope it stays like that from now on.

i guess the headaches that followed were the worst part cause it made the whole time seem unbearable. just made me extremely irritable when i got it. it was like i was encased in a big impenetrable bubble with a jackhammer drilling into my head. i could feel my entire head throb with every wave. *shudders* with everystep on foot, the pounding became fiercer and louder, the worst part was that i couldnt sleep at all and could never get into a comfortable position. i just keep thrashing in bed groaning till it went away a few hours later. but those few hours were just living hell.

becoming obsessively-compulsive about cleaniness got me bathing four to five times a day at its climax. it just seemed like i could never get clean and the application of calamine lotion was just getting tedious day by day. if only there's such thing as a calamine bath or something.

and dont get me started on the food i cant eat in accordance ot my mom, nurses and other anonymous people. i've just turned into a cat who only eats fish. wait, then i should be a leopard with all the calamine lotion spots on my body. XD
( lets just say that i'm overjoyed that my grandma is back so she can dispel all rumours and misunderstandings or what i can eat and what i cannot eat. finally i have proper food. :D)

i never appreciated health more.

thanks for everyone who prayed for me and me in your thoughts.
thaks for those who sent me getwell msgs.
thanks to the two people who present the first msgs i see and the last to lull me to sleep everynight.
thanks to my kor for staying up last night to read me to sleep.
thanks. ((:


now its time to make up for the time i lost to study while i reported sick.
double rahhs.

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just why couldnt this come some other time?!
*roars*
not being able to come to school the week before the promos isnt exactly my plan for passing my promos. i mean, it could have come any other time, just not now. when i want to be sick, i dont get sick but when i dont want to be sick, it just comes. it just coulnt have come at a worser time.

just hate it.
*grabs a magic wand and attempts to make spots disappear*
or maybe its because i cut my hair. (but inow my hair is spikable XD)

hope that the doctor can cure me by this weekend.
*sigh*

gonna take panadol for fever that comes along unfortunately. *yawn* sleepy..
hopefully when i wake up, everything will be okay and i can go to school tmr.

right..


he aint heavy,
he's my brother. (:
*rubs noses*

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all this mugging or lacktherof is going to kill me.
rahhs.

spent the previous weekend (yes, i know i'm lagging) watching turn left turn right. okie, maybe not the weekend, just saturday evening. and i just fell in love with it. stupid me, always falling for all these soppy movies. well, that shows that the school library does actually have interesting stuff for people to borrow. :D



how life loves to torture with coincidences.

but then again, the show made me develop this newfound interest in abstract art that makes people think. cos, the movie was taken from the book drawn/written by jimmy liao whose artwork is absolutely fantastic. its not the colours or whatever that made it so special, just simple drawings that hold special meanings.



interesting. ((:


thanks for being there.
words cant explain the gratitude i have for the both of you.
hugs. ((:
but i'm still scared.


now back to my econs and maths.

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*waves by stretching arm in front as much possible while frantically shaking palm*
XDD

its funny how economics and geography have so much in common together.
its scary i tell you.
how strategic alliances and joint ventures can appear twice in a day. XDD

i absolutely love today's psychotic theatric production during mass civics.
and i'm sure aggie loved it too. XD




the legend of a chinese icon told in the tradition of western musical theatre.
23rd september, i cant wait for it. ((:


you dont know whats going on.
i have my reasons.
dont push it.
full stop.

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soo the muggerathon starts.
bleahs to that.

would you?
could you?
will you?
do you?
amen to that.


i know there's no thanks between us,
but i still wanna say thanks.
because you helped me ever so much.
you make my life complete. (:

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sometimes i ask myself why do i still have a blog when blogs are suppose to be places to vent my stresses. this is now another place to be restricted once more when the things that are published are constantly under the criticism and judging of others. its no more but a public portal for people to judge me again. i cant possibly display things too personal to me or express my displeasure about the people around or close to me anymore.

because i know i will be judged.

why a blog, when i'm trying to please everyone else but myself.



food for thought for the rest of today.

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love my crazy family. ((:

skipping down shopping malls and pathways outside school is fuuuun.
maybe it can get a little embarrassing..
but who gives a damn anyway. :DD

goodness knows what crazy innuendos that we can come up with while eating at a family-orientated restaurant and an ice-cream palour. it just gets so..provocative until i cant swallow me spaghetti properly. tissue and spaghetti sauce is just so wrong together. totally. from now on, i'm going to stick to cream-based pastas. XDD

but bananas and icecream cones are real yummy together.

thanks for all the laughs that i still have no idea where they came from. thanks for all the psycho dancing. thanks for letting me scream unnecessarily at the wrong times and at the wrong places.
thanks. ((:

my heart's not with my books.
argh.



i'm thinking of you. (:
speechless with overflowing emotions.

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decided to write today's events in a different post to avoid eveything looking like a giant mess and getting people disorientated.
*pats own head for being so thoughtful*

started off the day with a message that made me smile. ((:
started off maths lecture looking at a black face and getting poked to death. but at least the lt was far too cold for me to doze off so had to keep myself interested and warm. not like i understood anything anyways. hha.

geog lecture was just soooo long. still cant believe i went throught all four hours of it. traumatising. so we had a scattered breaks all around but it didnt really help because the topics taught were just so dry. bleah! and the notes didnt look any nicer or more inducing for me to read when i drew my classic kawaii sea anemone on it. though huiting and zkai were significantly amused and started going ga-ga over it. and decided to draw another four versions of it with different but still cute faces. the people next to went wild over them. XDD

maybe i should consider zkai's idea and do a whole collection of sea anemone faces. XDD

note to self:
never. ever. EVER. make. screaming. noises. while. having. flu. when. chok. zheng. kai. says. something. that. agitates. me. such. that. the. whole. h1. geography. cohort. will. turn. and. look. at. me.

i'm SO completely embarrassed while the two horrible beside me exploded into loud guffaws. rahh!



i'm really scared of losing you.
really.

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someone remind me never to study with zhengkai again.
its great going with him to explore new places, just not studying. XDD

just wanna give a mention to the people who helped in the noticeboard:

aggie
gerald
huiting
qingwen
sueann
zhengkai

thanks for helping yesterday in making the noticeboard. people cam and went but they all managed to lend a little hand in making the board wonderful. sueann, zkai, gerald and i met at eight cos sueann had to collect the keys from the 'quaver rest' and then it just went on to discuss. and it is always good to have someone to bring me back down to earth with my ambitious ideas. and of course, i realised that the choir room is very functional and one can even spend the night there. *poke* hoho!

and if you want to pespire in the scorching heat of s'pore's weather,
walk to popular.

finding different colour combinations coupling different textures is a very interestng experience. poor sueann and i had to decide on the various things to purchase while herding children in and out of popular and shush them from making weird 'tsk'ing noises. i'm SO glad that they dont belong to me.

special thanks to sueann for being there all the way from 8am and have been helping all the way with ideas and outlining the notes.

it took a cool nine hours to decide and make it but i LOVE it. with the choir words and the photographs, it'll be purrrr-fect. ((:

ohyea, did i mention i love the letter 'g'?

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