sighh.
maybe this should have been slow.
yellow, green maybe?

oagdohugvhsjafjalshkaslh


rants pfft.
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a post before i actually konk out.
a long weekend, but to me, the holiday just started with deepavali tomorrow.
i guess that comes with working in the fnb industry.

headache beginning,
i guess that comes with the lack of sleep.
but at least i've got cinnamon buns in the fridge so wooo.
happiness in a single bite hahaha.
guoguo wants cinnamon buns icecream!
):

you know, it just might be right.
(:


omg, can i skip school till halloween?
okay sleep time to salvage my dark circles.

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tingting:
how come you're always wearing dark colours like brown and black this past week? you have no other clothes ah?

me:
it has already been fall for an entire month. your ability to STILL wear colours of spring and summer simply baffles me.

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submission tomorrow,
and so begins the long weekend.
how i'm going to get sleep still makes me wonder.
balderdash.

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lalalala.
i've got plenty of work to do and all i want to do is stare at the rain.
i need divine intervention.
shit, i found a twenty-question-test to do.


1. last movie you saw ina theatre?
strangely that wasnt very long ago. mamma mia!

2. what book are you reading?
rawrs, the lack of books causes me to lose my grasp for the language.
hence rereading the paolini's trilogy aka eragon.

3. favourite board game?
i dont really like games that last too long such as monopoly.
seriously, no one wins. i guess cluedo?

4. favourite magazine?
hmms, other than subscribing to 8days i dont really read magazines.
though i really like the marthastewart magazine for obvious reasons.

5. favourite smells?
fresh bread in the morning and cinnamon buns.
pine forests and the smell of clean people haha.
i guess i'm attracted to clean people. :X

6. favourite sounds?
day breaking on a wintry morning. (not literally of course)
soothing jazz on a rainy day.

7. worst feeling in the world?
know that you're not good enough and guilt.

8. what is the first thing you think of when you wake?
whether i've had enough sleep (checking fatigue monitor)
and what i'm going to do for the rest of the day.
of course the occasional someone. (:

9. favourite fast food place?
depends on indulgence and mood, but i like to think i'm healthy and consider subway.

10. future child's name?
wahlao dont laugh okay??
sage for a girl so far.

11.finish this statement - 'if i had alot of money i'd..
have a new house in suburbs and donate, seriously.
ohyeah buy you a star.

12. do you drive fast?
do i even driiive??
but i probably wont drive very fast anyways.

13. do you sleep with a stuffed animal?
ermm, ermm.
yes. a big stuffed sheep.
BAH!

14. storms, cool or scary?
only cool when you're safe at home with a warm cup of tea.

15. what was your first car?
a stuffed one at the age of 9 months i tink.

16. favourite drink?
at this point in time, passion tea from starbucks and cranberry juice.

17. finish this statement - 'if i had time, i would..
finish my project, meet up with friends and erm work.
HAHAHA. addicted much!

18. do you eat the stems on brocolli?
who doesnt?? tsk.

19. what's under your bed?
seriously, i dont know.
either old stuffed toys or boogie monsters.

20. favourite icecream flavour?
definitely good ol' classic vanilla.
not those cheap supermarket ones thankyou.

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then tell me if
this is real.
or a figment of my overactive imagination.

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serendipity.
i guess it comes with working in a public area.
actually meeting with primary schoolmatess with a faint familiarity with names.
pretty cool in fact.
seah wei zhou, all so familar of times past.
i pray i didnt do anything stupid before i turned 12.
:X

all i can say is that this week wasnt good at all.
the first week back to school and i've been fraught with deadlines.
it isnt so bad considering that this term would be pretty short with the addition of a 3 week break in december.
still, getting my hands (and mind) to start the ball rolling isnt as easy as i had thought.

feeling more conscious of my surroundings in school didnt do me good.
i start to be more focussed on people and what they do.
sure, i dont really have to take them into account, but i did.
and its distracting me.
(no, no eye candies if that's what you're wondering tsk)

i seriously have to get my overachieving self back on track.
competition is catching up and it wont do be any good.
but then again, this is simply all talk.
sighhh.

highlights of the week came on full blast last night.
running around singapore just to get presents and special things.
it culminated to work at dempsey, with too much rants to everyone from me imo.
after that it was all good, cos having trix around makes me feel safe hahaha.
too bad i broke her heart mms.

i realised how much i missed getting my shirt dirty.
(though i dont really say so)
cos it means that i actually did lots of work and scooped alot hahah.
its this chemistry that makes scooping work,
though i have to work on smiling more to customers ala jianjian.
and WAHLAU,
how dare everyone come up with the stupid act that bel wasnt gonna arrive.
i was seriously very upset cos i had a pint waiting with a pretty pink cover!
and they didnt make it anymore ):
still, some i knew that yall would be coming.
not xiany tho (((:

and all the laojiaos came to draw on paper and all.
so it was a busy and crazy night!
plus it was hilarious that we had to ring the bell to chase customers hahah.
amused much!

(:
guoguo is easily satisfied haha.
BUT, sighh you nvr know.




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whoever said the first day of school was all peaches and cream
definitely didnt study architecture.
day two wasnt any better.

on a better note, my halloween costume is settled.
(:

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dont listen to them,
cos what do they know.

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its endearing to see so much love sometimes,
i regret not being part of it.
but given the circumstances, i shouldnt be.
my words betray me,
part of me wants to be back.


i'm going to miss working.
and thoughts of going back to school bog at the back of my mind.
seriously, i shouldnt be thinking like this.

empathy to previous batches,
cos i finally understand what they mean.
c'mon, i feel like washing the belgian waffle machine now.
seriously okay.

cramming boxes of dinner,
salivating over boxes of bearded papas,
watching from corners and indulging in alcohol intoxications.
somehow, it seemed to work out.
tired labels, twisted words.
maybe, the world isnt as complicated was we thought.
or so i thought.

giving it some thought,
clues and trails may all see the light,
but i may not be the right words that'll do justice.
an autumn breeze that never saw the sun.


i'll miss work.
but i better keep school right at the top.
forgotten words, let's just keep them buried alright?

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i know what i need.
a choral song to get myself lost in.

escape pfft.

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super trouper
beams are gonna blind me.

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its funny when sometimes you're in the mood,
you only choose to extract certain lines a song.
even if the next line, promises to uplift your spirit.
tsk guowei, negative much.

its probably still too early to say,
but paranoia is slowly setting in.
amidst the alcohol and the drumbeats, it looked like a healthy pink.
why does being sober makes things clearer?

perhaps its still too early to judge,
its not fair to me or you.
we'll wait another nine more days.


darn, i'm such a sucker for
sad goodbyes and ballads.

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