you dont know how much i'm starting to hate you.
whatever talk about second place was just trash.
i should have seen it from the start.

stupidguoweistupidguowei.

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and its suddenly thanksgiving.
why does december suddenly seem so terribly far?
work seems so far yet so near.
completion that is,
rawrs.

ohmygawd,
guoguo wants a white persian kitten like tash's.
):

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wow,
i'm really in for it now.

*pussshhha*
there goes my grades and my brains.

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sometimes all you can see is the rain and running shadows.

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this week is leeching on my soul beyond end.
disappointments after another.
cos indulging in something i thought that could distract me,
it didnt prove to be worthwhile.
it never occurred to me that this could disappoint me too.
guess i was wrong.

i brought this upon myself,
allowing fatigue to consume me.
making the week pass by a little faster,
so work would seem more like a distant dream.
but come monday, its back to the drawing board.

and i'm still getting lost,
what i would give to hole up where no one knows me,
sitting on the grass braving the winter breeze.

go forth, deal with ur own life.
cos i'm pretty done with trying.

its no consolation that i've to amuse myself tonight.
but knowing that i was visited last night will keep me going.
to those who came, thanks once again.
it was really a bad day and knowing that i can find familiar faces in the crowd,
well, it made my day. (:


now pardon me,
cos i'm gonna paint words on glass now.

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i'm just to lazy to post up my own photos of the cinnamon snails at work.
so here's one to whet my own appetite.

the weekend after project submission,
harbouring upon total meltdown from three hours of sleep,
i managed to survive from six in the morning till four the next.
of course, with fresh cinnamon snails to end off the night.
ohhh, you wont believe the happiness in a single bite hahaha.

believe me, i'm this close to marrying kokwee the baker.
(:


presentation tomorrow with a model i'm not confident in.
goodluck to me haha and i'll be rounding the day off with closing shift at work.
seriously, that might be the only thing i'm looking forward to tomorrow.
which is obviously a bad thing.

with that being said,
it means that i get the rest of the week off since presentation's on monday.
and yes, i'm working everyday just in case you wanted to know.
not for the money, but to keep myself away from me.
cos maybe that way, fatigue might take away the common sense that resides in me.

ohboy, i cant wait for my december in the north.
(:

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what i would do to be caught in the chill again.
crusty leaves made fragile by the cold mornings,
when the world lay asleep-ing.

to be completely unaware
to escape and fall right back asleep.
that's what i need now.

to recreate the morning frost
come yesteryear.

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live for the moment
and let the colours come brighten your day.
for life is but a circle,
a game we all have to play.

this circus on a wheel sigh.
now someone pass me a jug of water.

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