no more sailin'
so long sailin'
bye bye sailin'...
move on out captain
- bobby darin

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i've been oddly in a disney mood these few days.
very very weird, i think it must be the 'enchanted' over the last weekend.
and disney movies get me mopey.
i tell you, i'm the most terrible person to watch a movie with.

this week has been quite crazy,
probably because of the intensive school work.
it's only a case study but its grinding to the bone.
this is probably what it feels like to be a year 3 student.
considering that this has only been three weeks since school started,
i cant imagine what the rest of the academic year would be like.

i'm so glad i watched chicago last night.
it wasnt exactly what i expected,
maybe cause i expected the musical to be as compelling as the movie.
the movie scene of 'cell block tango' is the sex seriously,
all the garters and dancing.
phew haha.

i forgot what it was like to watch a musical,
so it indeed refreshing to hear some live singing.
and all the dancing makes me want to get my feet tapping too hurhur.
maybe one fine day, i'll will get my ass up to join a dance class.
might do me some good too haha.

i think these few days have really been messed up.
as much as i want to blame schoolwork,
i dont think its justifiable.
i blew up at my groupmate this afternoon, for real.
(and i remember just a few days ago, my friend was telling me that i never ever flare up)
plus this is considering that i cant even remember the last time i blew up.

and i survived on half an apple, a handful of wheat squares and a bottole of pink dolphin today.
until i got home at eight thirty, and i gobbled.
now i feel like puking urgh.

gosh, what has become of me.
i guess i havent really been much of myself,
sometimes a little over the top.
overly excited, overly gleeful, and overly mopey.
i dont know, really.

nah i should sleep.

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