i'm quite the bipolar dude.
i want my future home to be a very minimalisitic loft with grey concrete walls and empty spaces,
but yet i like little explosions of colours like an entire yellow wall with something like this painted on top.
i'm not sure if anyone has seen this, but everytime i walk up dempsey hill to go to work,
i will pass by this furniture shop that has interesting furniture.
and on display is this patchwork sofa with lotsa colours.
i used to hate it, but somehow i've grown to like it and i can imagine it in a very concrete minimalist room,
sorta like a focal point.
man, i would be really sad if someone buys it.

my first post since the new year.
a little maddening with so many things happening,
but i enjoyed every single part of it.
though not so much when i had to haul my butt to school,
or do work at home.
not cool at all shingz.

it was really quiet without the cousins this year.
now that they're scattered all over the states,
i dont feel the want to stay at gma's place.
i still remember that we would plan the shows to watch during the first day on the eve.
and we would sink into the cushions on the second level with plates of pineapple tarts and a drowsy head.
so much has happened over this past year, and we're all kinda grown up with our own things to do.
definitely not a bad thing cos if we still do that in 3o years, we'd be fat and jobless.
so this chinese new year was kinda quiet, really.
luckily for the two new kids, i would really have been bored to death.

and i'm glad to be able to visit friends as well,
though i need to apologise to bel and ivan for not being able to attend.
i would have loved to drop by and i had already made my plans to come over.
if only it wasnt for school and going to my uncle's place.
and thanks peiyong and keith for having me over at your house.
the company and (bak kwa plus pineapple tarts) were really good.
you guys had be guffawing through the new year with good spirits and an excuse to wear new clothes haha.
i know there are pictures out there that are really quite unglam and terrible of me.
i must remember to stay calm and not laugh so loudly gah.

sometimes i wish i was so busy that i didnt have to think about the potential you.
and i do feel the need to occupy myself with something,
because it always feel like something's missing.
thinking about it, i'm not even sure i'm ready.
but i want to wake up with a purpose,
i want to wake up satisfied and ready.
i want to wake up knowing you'd be by my side.
cause right now, there isnt anyone and because of that,
the fifteen minutes longer i allow myself to sleep begins to snowball.

i would probably be uploading photos when i have time this week.
preferably i would like to edit them on tuesday but i must get on to do my portfolio submission.
goodness gracious, how school never fails to get me down.

my week in days and nights:
monday: opening at dempsey, closing at united square.
tuesday: year debriefing, lunch with shaun.
wednesday: home to do portfolio submission.
thursday: portfolio submission, work at holland.
friday: closing at dempsey.
saturday: alumni steamboat or work.

(if you're wondering why i put this down, its not to show you how busy (or lack thereof activities) i am.
but sometimes, writing things down makes my decisions a little more solid and more like reality.)

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