i was playing with my hair during submission week.
and thats how i look with bangs.
okay shits not cool, but i swear it has the ability to look much better.
zzz.

submission's over,
for one i definitely feel a sense of relief now thats its all done.
but its slowly eating away inside of me with crit on monday.
i dont think i'm ready, in the great comparison as everyone else.
though i really appreciate the sleep.
its felt so bloody good to wake up and not worry about work and laze in bed tossing in and out of sleep for the next hour.
awesome stuff.

i'm not gonna talk about how this week and the last has been an absolute bitch,
but i cant wait for the times ahead to come, or more so the next two-three weeks.
naturally knowing the nature of this terrific course, there're intermediate submissions.
and i'm all up for it because it is better than any of this rubbish that i've done.

one thing i have realised is that my parents dont really understand to the full extent the atrocities of this course.
somehow it seems to them as the nonequivalent of an exam or a test,
and as such, it isnt worth bothering or what nots.
i'm not gonna bitch about it, i'm beyond this and i'm higher than that.

as much as i want to be happy to be able to intern at an impressive firm,
i hate it that i have to go through so much trouble and at the expense of a favour.
it almost comes to a point that i want to just give it up.
well to me, six weeks is pretty long but i do understand the lack of time to study technicality.
i dont know, i just want everything settled and preferably up to expectations.

and could i have a side of fried chicken with that too?

dye-ing hair phail.
why didnt the colour show?
i knew i should have mixed the colour a little more and applied more.

next week:
monday - presentation for project, maybe traversing around singapore or a movie alone, closing at dempsey
tuesday - interview test for module, rich's bbq or movie with tabby
wednesday - closing at usq with shermaine
thursday - doing up elective slides, shopping/ramen with bel/piong/gerald
friday - presentation for elective, closing at night
saturday - new year's eve
sunday - new year first day!

ohyeah and bel, this is for you.
i forgot to take a picture of the final product.
so this an intermediate that i happened to take!

i havent stuck down the levels so thats why it looks a little lopsided.

actually, a pretty exciting week ahead,
as long as i get pass monday, i hear fantastic days to come!
(:

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