i really kinda want a craft room like that!
i mean, i like the minimalistic look and all,
but there's something about the organized chaos in a craft room that gets me.

happen to have lunch with the friends at wheelock,
and while waiting for a table, we popped by the scrapbooking shop.
well, now with a birthday guestbook in mind,
mentally arranging and designing the cover happens with materials in front of you.
actually inside, i'm quite the craft freak,
i want to play with glue and stickers.
i know i mock tingers with she spends so much on these things,
but i secretly love them to bits.
cant wait to go birthday guestbk shopping with tabs and then craft-shopping woots.
omigosh, i sound like mr schuster's wife in glee cos i want a craft room.
like just a plain white room for me to store things.

then again, i should be using the room to do my model-making rubbish.

all this thinking of school is driving me wild.
knowing how badly i'm gonna score keeps my heart continuously sinking into my stomach.
as much as i know how much i have to do, i should confess something: i'm prepping nothing.
yeah, i just hope everything goes well enough for portfolio review,
because if it boils down that i have an interview, i dont know how much can i defend myself.
of course it goes on to like how i cant wait to prove myself for next year,
yeah on and on, blah blah blah.

which reminds me of ke$sha's song 'blah blah blah'.
i'm actually getting quite addicted to it unfortunately.
but yes, not getting distracted.

i dont know if i'm burning myself out.
i havent started the work yet, but somehow my schedule seems really packed.
priorities and choosing over events werent much of an option.
it was difficult but thinking of it practically, it makes sense.
okay but thats really practical and somewhat superficial.
long term goals, short term sacrifices?

i dont know.
many things i'd like to rant here.
many things i want to say.
but passing judgement is never too difficult for others.
so yeah, just let it hover in my head and it might cease to exist.

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