but in your life you'll do things greater than
dating the boy on the football team,
but I didn't know it at fifteen.
when all you wanted was to be wanted
- taylor swift

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it seems like closing at usq does give one
unexplainable singing tendencies to taylor swift.

awesome closing with shermaine last night.
it has been really very long since i last sat down to talk with someone from older days.
kinda reminded me of how gungho i was about everything last time,
all the obsession and awe about choir.
it certainly made me wonder where i put all that drive and motivation in.

there was definitely a time when i breathed and talked choral talk,
now it seemed all so foreign and strangely non-enticing.
but nevertheless, it was really great to start talking about things close to heart.

i could get used to this, really.
the taylor swift, the quiet-ness and the children walking past.
i'm not tying myself down, but i will keep my options open.

considering that i have options on my mind,
its actually signs that submission and presentation is over.
now i have remnant school days with mild schoolwork to do,
it feels awesome to be able to breathe, like a normal human.

dinner with shaunny and the classmates on tuesday after a good job interview test.
and i never knew i could eat so much, its really bad considering i would fatten up for cny.
but laughing quite so hard was something i really havent done in the longest time.
i literally had to squat down and i had my eyes closed the whole time.
so if you saw a dude sprawled on the floor at suntec in laughter, chances of that would be me.
gosh, how i miss those days.

if you have too much fun and keep thinking that the next day is the weekend,
chances are that you're enjoying life.
and suddenly i dont have time to go online or worry about my birthday.
ironic isnt it haha.

why yes i'm getting tired of your ways
and your every new excited tone.
you know what, whatever, you can deal with it and enjoy your bloody success.

lunch and shopping in awhile,
then a hopefully good presentation on friday.
and then its chinese new year with the family (:

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