its only after my carbofilled brunch,
that i remember that i shouldnt be eating now.
cos i will only fall asleep later in the afternoon before going to work.
i'm starting to fill waves of fatigue hitting me.
all i want to do is watch a few minutes of how i met your mother and go straight to sleep.
*yawns*

and i'm craving for the koko krunch mcflurry mmmms.
yumms.

a little worn down by work,
but working mornings give my body clock its schedule back.
and by eleven or twelve, i'm off to bed to a sound sleep again.
(it must be the lack of naps that get me in)
but going out yesterday with howe mummy was great.
even travelling in the georgie alone makes it all worth it!
i really dont know what life would be like when she leaves,
and then i ask myself if i'm ready for this challenge.

it seems like its fraught with so many undesirable things i dont even want to think about.
thinking about it will somehow make me consider it.
despite all these things that may come,
i'm not sure if i can handle this with schoolwork.
looking at how horribly last sem went,
i dont know if i can even keep up working.

thinking about school makes me go mad and depressed.
even sometimes seem ongoing facebook conversations with schoolmates or lecturers,
i feel like killing myself omg.


lunch tomorrow with shopping.
now let me just take a nap and scoop my life away while i still can.

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