i just felt like posting a photo.
looking back at the days i would spend my nights working,
i'm really gonna miss it when school starts.
gah, how i can lament the days that i had to work?

and that reminds me,
how i make completely make a full on judgement in a matter of minutes.
naturally, knowing what i knew yesterday, it made something die.
i questioned myself repeatedly what the hell i was doing here,
and it really made me understand the meaning of blind faith.
people that i have trusted so wholesomely suddenly seem ever so flawed.
but there's no need for blame or pointing fingers now,
it just makes me wonder if what i'm doing here is justified.
if i were to ask the batch earlier, would they stand up or do the same?

but thinking back,
if nothing happens, i wont hesitate to make the choice thats right for me.

just happened to drop past someone's facebook account.
well, it looks like moving on and more likely as a past tense has happened.
not surprisingly, i felt nothing.
but considering, it had been quite some time.
from what i see, what you thought you saw in me is actually not what you wanted.
you probably wont see this, but i'm glad you found the right one.

last week of holidays,
it didnt seem that fast did it?

monday: baking - tempted to try out them raspberry oatmeal scones
tuesday: cake class, dinner, shopping?
(MUST REMEMBER TO SIGN UP FOR ELECTIVE!!)
wednesday: cake class, closing usq
thursday: opening dempsey, dinner with howe mummy!
friday: setup closing dempsey, steamboat!
saturday: mid-shift dempsey, bel's birthday partay.


somehow i get hungry when i start moody-ing up.
and it doesnt help that i see food in the house gah.
you probably will say that you never even started anything.

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