still reveling with the last remnants of chunk fest.
besides from the physical reminder that my nose is flaking,
there's something about seeing everyone else that reminds me of what everything was like.
everything that was before.

i guess it didnt occur to me until today.
whatever happened, i held on that he was there.
but now something's obviously missing,
i just pray that it doesnt turn to hell from here.
why, i pray didnt he change anything if he was unhappy?
would tendering resignation keep the company from not falling?
i dont know if i'm more pissed or upset.

sent my photos for processing today.
hope at least a bunch of time turn out okay,
though i know that half of them would have their heads chopped off.
or gone anyways sheesh, i should have realised LONG ago.
but marbleslab was yummy, though i should have added more toppings hurhur.

planning this week scares me.
i dont usually plan things, or maybe its just that circumstances dont allow me too.
judging by weekly submissions with school,
now that i have free time, its leaves me time to plan.
i'm already considering the following week,
scary man, what have i become!

as surprised as i am,
i'm really confused on what you're doing.
you said to take things slow and keeping a close check,
it seems like you have more than enough other people to keep you busy.
so tell me, why are you doing this?
cos i have found every reason to give this up.


random cravings for tomyam soup, prata and mushrooms.

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