i'm just waiting for my shows to load before i go,
and watch them till i finally succumb to sleep.
so i'm here haha.

it has been a long week taking each day into account,
but looking back, it seemed just yesterday that monday morning came round.
lo and behold, its a long sunday ahead and i dont forsee myself being able to do work.
goodness, not again.

long day started with 8am morning class,
which had be going on a bad mood,
have no idea why.
maybe its cos i didnt really like my shirt haha!
(yeah i know)
but the whole morning was deciding on whether i should go for the school trip,
or come back for alumni practices.
its after all just one practicem but i really dont know.
even now, i'm not entirely sure.

anyways, the morning was followed by a long and incredibly boring elective class,
and when that ended, work almost kept my spirits down.
thank gawd for the lovely company at work.
and morning with a meeting i was almost late for today.
not cool at all.

i dont know,
the whole day had me feeling very inadequate and just incomplete.
like i didnt have the dignity to look at anyone straight in the face.
in one way or another, i just didnt feel uncomfortable in my own skin.
i just felt that i needed to go.
this was further illustrated when i snapped at my dad sheesh.
i hope he blames it on my fatigue.

i wish darwin could speak english sometimes,
i feel like such a fool talking to him.
and i'm starting to think that he assumes that 'stupid boy' and tapping him on his head when he starts chewing on my finger is a reward of some sort.


seriously,
stupid boy.

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