i just want to feel today, feel today, feel today
i just want to feel something today
i just want to know today, know today, know today
know that maybe i will be ok

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sometimes you realise that it has always been in your face,
its just that you choose to not see it.
taking out frustrations of this to another,
maybe on another day i would have been milder.
like a creamy goat's cheese.

but i was an extra sharp monterey jack,
little nibble, large flavour.
just maybe, i thought that you wanted to see me this way.

honestly, i talk and talk,
but no one seems to understand the magnitude of it in my face.
so? i'm confused, livid, nonchalant, bummed.
all at the same time.

you know what,
i've a feeling that it'll be a blur till the crunch time of school starts.
and then, the line will finally be visible to me.

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