do you ever think when you're all alone
all that we can be, where this thing can go?
am I crazy or falling in love?
is it really just another crush?

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when it comes to to crunch time,
it helps to have someone close by.
no one said anything about holidays and stress-free being together,
and i dont want to melt into a runny mess.
as i escape through everyday with a new breath,
a moment's bliss appears for five minutes before everything comes rushing back in.

i know i'm escaping,
i just want or need to know if i'm considered of being saved.
sure, two days worth of excitement can hardly be called a beginning.
but do you know i've dreamt of the future?
scary much, even to me.
but i can hardly find someone else to blame, can i?

thinking back about it,
i already have more than what anyone would have.
i should consider myself blessed, great friends and i love my job.
and a chance, even for just one time.
reality baby, that's what will cushion ur fall.

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