WELL.
it certainly has been pretty long.
i must say, i havent had a proper breather since like christmas?
and that doesnt seem so far away either.

the last sem for school is over.
excluding the coupla tests that i still have this coming week and portfolio review.
but in other words, i'm basically free.
and no suprises that its back to the night shift at work everyday.
now that, i dont really mind.

getting through this week was quite hellish,
staying up with no sleep, that isnt exactly what i was looking forward to.
the worst part was probably knowing what was to come, in terms of deadlines and work.
much requited sleep didnt come good as well, cos there was this nagging at the back of my mind of the amount of work unfinished.
i really dont know how i can much more of this in the years to come.
its really scary bah.

i was secretly relishing the moment i got my work handed up,
sure i'm not that happy of the quality of work
but i'm shurgging it off nonetheless.
i'm thankful for the people i have around me during this process.
schoolmates for example who have dealt with my crap and swings in school.
really, i'm ashamed that anyone has to see me in that kind of mood.
but i kind of managed to catch up on lost sleep,
so selfcontrol is no longer an issue.

it seems that everyone in school i know is facing the same thing haha.
scary much!

so i'll apologise for the thousands of gatherings that i've missed.
cos every since chinesenewyear has come and gone, i've been bogged down with work.
i'll try to make it for gatherings now that i'm free-er! (:

and its finally time to get down to do my new year resolutions!
plus start planning out my valentine's presents hoho.

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