its funny how i'm almost free do i realise how stoned i am.
school has almost ended with one more day to go on monday,
and that spells the end of one school year.
there's every reason for happiness.

but yet, i know that i have somewhat neglected school.
even for now when its studybreak to work on portfolio,
i'm reluctant to even start surfing through the amounts of papers i have
to search for the documents i need.
and its already thursday, oh the joy.

whatever excuses to send my body today to the warm rays of the sun today is foiled.
i blame school work and my inexcusable need to print stuff in school.
hahaha all the procrastinations huh.
okay tomorrow it is!
whether i get company for tanning is another story.

amazingly, i'm the one that has holidays approaching.
but yet, i'm not the one with new surprises and all that hiddydums.
even in the midst of being buried under books,
people i know are suddenly getting hitched and celebrating their anniversaries and whatnots.
even subtle hints to celebrate togetherness (which are obviously picked up by me) are rampant.
what's with that huh?

my life with aint no slight hint of sparkly dust nor pink bobbing hearts.
but with my almost daily affair with vanilla at work.
even so, i'm petrified that even that will be taken away from me.
i might just be left to reality in its stonehard form.


okay time's awasting and its time to search for stuff and off to school!

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