sometimes all you can see is the rain and running shadows.

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this week is leeching on my soul beyond end.
disappointments after another.
cos indulging in something i thought that could distract me,
it didnt prove to be worthwhile.
it never occurred to me that this could disappoint me too.
guess i was wrong.

i brought this upon myself,
allowing fatigue to consume me.
making the week pass by a little faster,
so work would seem more like a distant dream.
but come monday, its back to the drawing board.

and i'm still getting lost,
what i would give to hole up where no one knows me,
sitting on the grass braving the winter breeze.

go forth, deal with ur own life.
cos i'm pretty done with trying.

its no consolation that i've to amuse myself tonight.
but knowing that i was visited last night will keep me going.
to those who came, thanks once again.
it was really a bad day and knowing that i can find familiar faces in the crowd,
well, it made my day. (:


now pardon me,
cos i'm gonna paint words on glass now.

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