i reckon it's again my turn to win some or learn some
but i won't hesitate no more, no more
it cannot wait, i'm yours.

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the funny thing is how suddenly support seems so important.
i guess its the thing that keeps repetition from droning on and on.
thats why i was reallly excited when tingers and shaun visited me on monday.

sure it was supposed to be a slow monday night
(which was a total lie by the way)
i'm glad they came, cos i needed the company.
knowing that i mattered enough for them to cab down from goodness-knows-where,
makes me feel plenty loved.
(:

bringing along joan who came after dinner,
they stayed till druggie came, drenched from walked through the rain.
and they stayed long after the place was closed and even wanted to accompany me home.
(which i declined of course cos i had to clean up)
plenty sweeet, these little mice friends of mine hahaha.

tash and voldemort visited last night,
getting plenty lost along the way hahaha.
but still they made the effort to find the store,
and i know tash's not one who'd go out of her way to do stuff.
yeah, i was reaally reaally glad to see them,
even if it was just for awhile.

my biological clock (not the baby one)
is slowly adjusting to suit this new schedule of mine.
so for once, i'm actually waking up after eight am.
my dad makes lunch for me so i'll be fed before i go to work.
so yeah, i feel plenty loved tho i know i prob dont see my family alot now.

battling a blocked nose,
i cant be bothered by frivolous stuff anymore.
so if you get pissy, dont be surprised if i roll my eyes and walk away.
sometimes you've got to figure things out by yourself,
cos what i'm doing now, its covers the basic and i see no reason to do more than necessary.
so throw ur tantrums, i'm not batting my eyes at all.
anyway, my weird bouts of fatigue (due to flu medicine) are starting to scare me.
cos i can actually take naps with few hours on end.
hahahahha, let's just say it doesnt happen to me very often :D


wondering if this is temporary or a stand-in
or what i've been looking for all this time.
so why reject?

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