i'm lazy to upload mah photos
HAHAHAHA.
so THAT'S for coming here just to ogle at pictures.


it has been a pretty long week.
probably because of friday's submission.
emotional rollercoasters, a little more intense than the one last week.
wow, i make it sound like a disease.

luckily i started my model early,
which is probably a week ago on sunday.
and thats why i kind of got it done by wednesday
so i had more time to do other things like erm folding triangles.
dont ask, just continue reading.

and it (kinda) helped that i didnt go to sch on tues/thurs.
so i had time to recuperate and make love to my model.
pens and all HAHAHAHA.
but this time, i used eighteen of them?
lols hah.

okay private joke.

i guess now its coming to an end,
it doesnt seem so bad anymore.
but coming to school on friday was quite the wet blanket,
cos i finally realised the overacheiever in me has kind of dissipated.
seeing other models that a notch higher is like a slap in my face.
i'm not immensely un-proud of my work,
but upon seeing what others have done. *shrugs*

plus mrchieu mentioned that a certain part of my model is too open.
and he told me to cover it with something.
its hard to explain in words,
but i dont like having last minute projects and expect it to be completed when submission's a few hours away.
maybe jc has helped with time-management so yeah.
but knowing its uncompleted and told to do something to it,
i freaked out.
:X

ultimately its done,
transparent planes used to provide a facade to the area.
sighhhhh.
just praying hard for documentation and crit.
damn, i cant believe mine's on the first day.
):

gathering last night was good.
shows that sometimes the company's just enough.
(non-inclusive of scandalous topics)
it has been waaay too long!
photos update in the next entry hah.

oh before i forget,
HAPPY BIRTHDAY MR HOWHEEJIN!


thanks msbel for talking last night,
even if it was just listening to me talking.
priorities, its time to let go and work them out.
& i pray i get the b&j job for the coming hols!
(:

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