after much consideration,
i'm rejecting the school trip to malacca.

its just weird after being on so many choir trips,
you expect every trip to involve a competition.
other than family trips,
there suddenly seems so much time in between.
its supposed to be a three day two night thing,
and i actually asked myself, 'what am i going to do with so much time?!'
talk and look at buildings?!?!
what happened to the pressure and crying?!

*shrugs*

my lecturers are gonna be quite upset,
(dont ask me why)
and they're gonna use that whole scholarship thing against me AGAIN.
scholarship this scholarship that.
i just hope it doesnt affect my grades come tuesday.

guowei wants to dabble in the arts
and do artyfarty things like watching ballet in the stars
(which was like three weeks ago pfft)
that being said, i've got to start my jogging regime again.
its time to work off my excuses for eating due to stress.

and he needs newclothes and a haircut.
must prepare for fall whaaaat!
so buying shorts (which i will still buy) is out of the question haha.
you're so spring/summer 08.
out you go!


maybe its you,
but maybe its me.
i gave up, or did i?

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