this is the reason for my nonexistence during the weekend.
i dont really like it,
seriously.
BAH

staying up so late to do work, till three plus.
thats why you'd see me online till pretty late these past few days (nights/mornings).
this resulted in me being ultimately bitchy in class today.
but i must really thank mom and brother for sending me to sch.
i cant imagine carrying my (baaah) model in the train.
would be really pissed and even more tired by 9am
:X

it helped when my brother played nice songs in the car today.
yays (:

maybe i'm a perfectionist,
thats why i get things done by the day/night before deadline.
i cant imagine being in school hours/mins from deadline and still rushing through work.
i'd even stay up all the way to five than promise myself i'd finish it the next day.
crunchtime, and i'd rather be done and watching everyone rushing.
(however psychotic and evil that may sound)

i guess by twelve,
i was really very irritable.
normal conversations that led me to sprouting words like pussy(cats) and such.
let ur mind run wild, but i blame it on fatigue.
its ahbeng-expletive-exploding guowei for you.
so sorry to those who receive the brunt of my words! :X

BUT
cheesecake helped aloooot!
with the apricot/marmalade relish.
mmmmms, thanks jam! (:

and i bought marypoppins
at a cheap price of sevenbucks!
the quality's questionable but the songs are like a spoonful of sugar!

speaking of sugar spoonfuls,
i hope that critique goes well tomorrow.
cos this is the first time i'm not confident in my project,
hence the wariness.
i forsee that i'm gonna be bitched up,
but not in a good way and leaving a bad impression.
arrrgh wangadoodle.


+++

i've had it,
you've had it.
he's had it,
we've had it.
enough is enough is enough is enough.

comment? / top