i dont know why in the world i'm doing awake now.
after this tiring week, this is the last thing i need.
but i'm glad how things turned out.

practice on wed/thurs was good.
cos it really felt like we're heading somewhere good.
(plus sometimes i really feel underdressed)
faces that werent around for awhile came back.
bitchin' partners and all.

sigh of relief,
but gearing up for something magical.

tgif.
cos it was one of the best news in a while.
my project deadline has been postponed to the following week,
so that means that i dont have to go crazy on thurs attempting to finish the impossible.
plus, now i have more of a freedom of the mind for concert.
but that means, that after vesak day,
all hell will break loose.

sigh.
anyways, friday was good cos the company in school rocked.
and i was wearing green and thats always a good thing. (:
yeah, and now i'm married to mud so hands off!

whaha.
it was so funny tho it was a faux relationship.
i'm still shy and i cant look people up close into their eyes.
my heart palpitates and my face turns red haha.
gosh, too much information.

but i finally got a sight of what the alumni shirt looked like.
and the chat at bugis was, definitely informative.
it just made me think so much more and realise what might have been in front of me all this while.
its one thing to lose a friend,
but more than two years?

it says something.


i was so glad that it was friday.
cos it means that we're this much closer to concert.
i dont know but i'm proud of the alumni.
in an ant-proud-of-the-earth kind of way.
we're definitely somewhere now,
compared to the first freezing amkcc practice that i went to.
(:

that will deserve another full length post for another day.
ohyeah,
and so will lohwei be featured for passing me the wicked musical.
cos i finished watching it (:

much talk about the future.
on what would happen.
i dont know, cos i'm stuck in the middle.
opinions and perspectives spin out of control.
all making sense, but then again.
would i be willing to let go?

taking one step at a time.
practice today was good.
cos i brought the shirts for the alumni.
fyi, the supplier came at 0015 in the morning.
so i stayed to up just to wait for him.
and i was just so tired rawrs.

but i guess its all worth it.
cos they look pretty nice yays.
tho the duct-tape effect was erm interesting. :/

i'm still laughing at people who skip and bounce their way to school.
(:


i'll miss charlenechian aka dajie.
you'll be missed ohkay.
i'm not sure if i can send you off later in the morning.
but if i cant, i'll miss you terribly.
the family here too in singapore.
):


black is this year's pink.
but grey is the new black. (:


gah.
so much for planning an intellectual entry.

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