random group shot after choir.
oh and goodluck to eeeteee for his enlistment.
tho its too late and he'll never read this. :/

anyways,
choir was good.
very stress-relieving.
temporary loss of reality.
but its only for at most two hours.

sorry that i couldnt go for the gathering today.
but was far too tired anyways.
the trip was very interesting tho.
if it was meant to make me want to join?
it certainly succeeded.
almost decided to go ahead with the course.
i think i need time to mull over it.
but then again, given the time,
i'll probably just leave it to one side and not touch it.

sometimes i really admire how people can just go forth
and do whatever they want without a care.
call it a vision or a goal, whatever.
what happened to mine?

i've got lots of prayers to be answered.
and not all are good for me.
but i know what/how to prioritize at the very least.



oh.
but sputnik sweetheart by murakami
makes good reading.
despite its running theme of lesbians and its questionable book design.
at least it delves into the exploration of life's direction.


but if flirting fogs my troubles.
i definitely wouldnt mind it now. (:

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