had to create a new post.
tho its on the same day.
otherwise it'll make for messy reading.
actually, i tink its waay to messy to read if chunked into one.

a new year has come.
grown bigger, not that much taller nor heavier but more weary.
this year gave me plenty of extremes.
not in a good way anyhows.

no one said life was easy.
but cant it be a little more smoothsailing?
then i tell myself to count my blessings.
maybe someone is telling me that all i had achieved this year was good enough lessons to learn.

shrugs?
i dont know what to trust anymore.

i know i cant brood over the bad things
and fog out the good things that has happened for me.
friends, family, food on my table.
i thank the past year for them. (:

a new year to learn.
not knowing what to expect.
with an open mind,
and a shield to fight the challenges.


snake plus ox?
let's hope for the best.
but i'd never forget to dream.

academy of fine arts?
parents plus entrance test.
hope some more,
dream even more.

consort/italy?
let's get my life in order first.


too much.
now that i've lifted the fog.
or maybe its me who should step outside of this fog.
enough of childish nonsense.
maybe i'm made to thread on water.


on lighting things,

You Are Elmo

Sweet and innocent, you expect everyone to adore you. And they usually do! You are usually feeling: Talkative. You've got tons of stories to tell. And when you aren't talking, you're laughing. You are famous for: Being popular, though no one knows why. Middle aged women especially like you. How you life your life: With an open heart. "Elmo loves you!"

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