no.
i've given up.
what's wasted has been wasted.
now i have someone to blame for all this shit.

you've wasted ur chance.


boohoo?
oh dont be a wimp.

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i'm officially an uncle.
UNCLEGUOWEI to baby ALEXIS(:
born at 2.07pm.

(:(:(:

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i'm going to be an uncle today!
and am kinda feeling nervous cos the ceasarian started about halfhour ago.
so i'm praying for the best for my baby niece (:

saffie said something about us being all so old alr.
yea, sort of.
i still remember past christmases playing pictionary
when some of us cousins were still in our first jobs
while a couple of us were still playing in primary school.
soon enough, we'll be starting our own families,
building a life for our own.

gosh, i'm old.
at least i'm not thaaat old dressing up like a kid.
hmpf.



had the tribute to samuel ting concert yesterday.
something that touched me the most was that the choir usually ended their practice with a song
in this case, 'the lord's prayer'
it seems rather meaningful (:

the songs were quite nice.
espesh 'fatima' which was rather diff from what we'd usually hear.
but of cos seeing so many people make the concert more enjoyable. (:
suppered at laupasat after meeting up with zkai.
singing random songs and bitching along the way is funfun.
complete with outrageous laughters and fashion consulting.

gossiping about random people in laupasat.
i tink we made veryvery interesting conclusions about certain people.
tho i tink i made everyone go awwwww when i mentioned some particular couple.
but i'm not making fun of them ohhhkay.
just saying how sweet they are. :/

and of cos.
the night wasnt without a fair share of camwhoring
except this time, in the train. (:


totally looking fwd to camwhoring on sat. (:

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hiatus of outings is disbanded.
i actually get cheap thrills rushing around places and eating cheap food.
and plus exercising with walk/running eight rounds makes me feel healthy.
tho i spent most of the time walking around with people gossiping about the latest.

but even now the latest is getting stale.
am totally losing my touch.
cant some people squeeze random people's butts or start moaning about lost(unannounced) lovers.
or other random things.

tsk.
what a boring life we live in.


speaking about lives.
i've been lamenting this to goodness knows how many people.
"WHAT A SAD AND LONELY LIFE I LIVE IN!"

gah.
all the other irritating people are getting together.
plus reading some people's entries make me realise how dateless i am.
all the soppy sweet nothings just make me envious.
i shall grow green with JEALOUSY.
den i can become the wickedwitchofthewest and send my flying monkeys to seperate couples.

tho i must say, i'm kinda sucked into the whole couple thing.
why cant couples just say that they hate each other or something. :/



thomson foodhunt yesterday.


yes, jasmine and i love black.
cos it was a black emo day. :/
but icecreaming in pink places and eating nice food that is economical is good.
a perfect pick-me-up-er. (:
nice icecream, and lots of laughs.
and flipping bimbo magazines was fun tooo.



NEWYORKSHOPPINGWEEK.
or rather newyorkshoppingday. :/
RAWRS.
plus geraldinapaulistinatanjinshuo was late for fortyfive mins.
shopped with saffie, aggie, gerald and zkai around town.
and at least thenthirty is not tooooo early for shopping ohkay.
meirong popped by later to show that she's has improved in her fashion sense!
VERYVERYGOOOOD.
am totally proud.

didnt buy much.
tho splurged on a waistcoat from topman.
which was what i wanted to buy originally ANYWAYS.


gosh,
i need moolah.
and thus i need a job ARGH.

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perfect.
twice bitten, thrice shy.

to think i trusted again.
what happened to following my forgiving heart.
when i turned a deaf ear to those around me.
BAH, HUMBUG.


i guess i deserved it.
for i should i have known that a leopard will never change its spots.
i'm more than pissed, just disappointed.
let's see how you get out of this one.
c'mon, give me your excuses again.

and you still dare blame everyone else for your mistakes.
wow, maybe its now that i finally see through you.
or maybe its that i choose to believe in you.


no more.
dont make me laugh boy.

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WINDOWSHOPPED((:

actually it was a last minute thing.
cos i have some vouchers to taka.
but couldnt find anything there. :/

but i did good window shopping and an idea of what i wanna wear.
at topman.
so its a goodgood shopping day today (:
even if its window shopping rahhs.

YAYS.
NEWYORKFASHIONWEEK NEXT WEEK (:

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catch that little piece of sky


YES.
have a busybusy but happy week planned out ahead.
FASHIONWEEKPREVIEW tomorrow.
at least its only to check out prices and look at what's available.
but at nine fifteen in the morning.
and nothing will even be open. :/

but maybe there'll be taitai breakfast HAH. (:


STAYOVER ON FRI
& GOSSIP CUM ICECREAM SESSION ON SUNDAY (:


episode three of boston (:


yes.
do you see how cold isit?
its forty degrees in farenheit in case anyone doesnt want to read the fine print.


happened to be in the area during the coming of fall.
well, actually our primary reason to be in that region in that time was to catch the autumn leaves heh.
but caught the prettay leaves there.
espesh the reddish and golden maples. (:



visited the biggest indoor globe. actually its really big.
and it was quite cool cos it revolved along its axis at the same time.
but i sorta grew bored viewing the thing and went to souvenir shop five mins later.
AM PROUD!
to say that i can name all the plates and the landforms at the intesections (:
THATS FOR YOU MICHELLE*NG
hmpf.

dont talk about this.
walked for a full third of a mile to visit some lighthouse in the middle of the ocean.
like HUH?!
boo, you whore.

that says it all.
boston's famous for its lobsters. (:

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i'm just THIS close to ebaying my vest rawrs.
just bcos i didnt get the expiry date last night.
ohhgosh, i'm so angry.

now i'll have to wait till tonight.
hmpf.

and i'm thaaaat close to getting my totoro tee ahhhs.



fevered yesterday morning.
which was probably caused by the lack of sleep.
in the end wasnt well enough to choir.
but met up with a few of them for lunch.
tho i couldnt eat anything except for a little sprite.
but stardust-ed and it was kinda nice.
robertdeniro is absolutely hilarious.
the total in-the-closet victorian dressups.

quote of the month:
"WE ALWAYS KNEW YOU ARE A WHOOOPIE" (:
*screams in maniacal laughter*

i pretty much embarrassed myself again
by laughing and laughing even when other people stopped laughing.
i just couldnt stop haah.
((:


my brother's totally in love with daytime tv.
goodness knows who watches 'the golden girls'
but i watch martha stewart to see the celebrities she brings in.
WELL.

OHYEAA.
grey's back on channelfive.
but its on tues.
next episode is gonna be goood. (:


UNCONDITIONAL.
pfft, fairytales.

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I'M TERRIBLY BUSHED.
considering that i finally got through the class chalet.
with the littlest sleep ever for an overnight thang.
gosh, and it wasnt on purpose anyways rawrs.

at least i found out that its quite fun to train all the way to pasir ris.
tho of cos i'm very much more disheveled on my way back.
meeting up with the rest of the class was simply fantastic.
cos i havent seen them, well for close to three weeks alr.
and it was great to see the familiar faces and psychotic laughters. (:

and i realised,
anyone can bitch like crazy espesh this crazy load of people.
but it seriously got veryvery irritating esp in the night.
cos i couldnt sleep at all AHHHH ):
and walking around like the whole of pasir ris park four times made my leg muscles ache.
and its all darren's fault.

but i really got to know everyone a little more.
of cos, with a little help thru bitching.
still, really got to talk and well understand alot more people.

but am seriously too tired.
so i've every reason to sleep from two to eight just now. (:

shall upload chalet pictures soon!





back to my trip.
basically i didnt stay in boston but travelled around towns.
so drove around staying at random but kinda quaint inns along the region.
so managed to do quite a bit of sightseeing then.
nestled around the highways would always been secluded trails leading to waterfalls.
and its always so freaking cold in those places rawrs.




BEN&JERRY'S FACTORY, VERMONT! :D
yesyes i visited the uber cooool factory where the greatest icecream is chruned.
was totally excited and i immediately start to go shuttercrazy with my camera.
and i went for the fantastic tour that showed how the icecream started.
too bad i didnt get to see the orginal two guys who made it, ben cohen and jerry greenfield.
but its nice that they mentioned that the franchise has reached to singapore.
yes i know, cheap trill. :D

the place was happy and nice and colourful.
with the most amazing smells.
and i got to try one of the top flavours, which was a mix of two flavours, cookie dough and cho fudge chunks.
and of cos i bought quite a bit of merchandise.
but i was prevented from buying the whole shop, and i couldnt but a pullover!
RAWRS, but its not like i dont have enough jackets :S
tried two flavours on cone that day, bananas on the rum and cinnamon bun.
yummy tho the banana cone came waaay too big.
took me very long and tonnes of tissue to finish it.

but i even liked the serviettes that they gave OHKAY (:



gosh.
am too bushed.
shall update later if i'm still alive.
otherwise i cant even survive the run tomorrow eeks. :/

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Your Vocabulary Score: A

Congratulations on your multifarious vocabulary! You must be quite an erudite person.

gosh.
complete guesswork. :/

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AHHHH GOOOD. (:


i'm still awake at eleven pm.
this is veryveryvery good. (:
cos it means that my attempt to get back my sleeping clock is back! :D
tho i'm seriously shagged, plus i still have to get my packing for chalet done.

and tho i had lots of B&J
i have to total big craving for it now.
gosh, people dont have to be pregnant just to have cravings for luscious icecream in the middle of the night.
tho i'm alr getting a migraine for sleeping late.


and i'm getting irritated when people go offline talking to me for a mere 3 mins.
GAH, am i that horrid to talk to?!

BOOBOONANA!
whatever that curse means.
*sulks*


i miss MS IZZIE STEVENS already. ):
but i'm not succumbing to temptation to watch season four of grey's online.

poor me.
i guess i'm travelling to pasir ris aloooone.
and i'm still trying to find ways to get my icecream still frozen despite 749574958394mins on the train to pasir ris. ):



hellooooooo youu.
talk to me now.
before my head dies of fatigue.

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AHHHH.
i'm sad at how seasonthree of grey's ended.
tho its veryvery meaningful.

poooooor george.
but nonetheless, fantastic plot.
45mins of pure visual pleasure. (:

now i just want it on a discs so i can watch it from the beginning.
AHHHS (:




oooo.
i'm actually awake after eight pm.
that's a veryvery gooood achievement.
FANTASTIC (:

*pats own back*

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yes i'm back.
and so are the promised photos.


gah.
the journey was horrid.
total of 21hours not including transit time.
singapore to tokyo to sanfrancisco to boston.
and DARNIT, i didnt get upgraded to businessclass for any of the flights.
espesh the tokyo-sanfran flight which was a freaking 9hours.
the worst was prob the domestic 6hour flight from sanfran to boston.
cos there was this totally beeyotchy chinese woman sitting to my left window seat.
and its not as if i'm freaking irritated (not being able to bathe or brush my teeth) for 16hours plus
and she had an insatiable desire to let the freaking sun in when all i wanted was to sleep.
GAH!



arrived at around nine plus at night.
and found out that my dad forgot to pack my jeaks so ARGH
and i was stuck with the cargos i was alr wearing.
^*(*^*&(%&%(*&$&(
ANYWAYS, i managed to catch sight of my fiiirst DUNKIN' DONUTS.
i was superliciously overjoyed.
but over the course of the trip, it was quickly dampened to realise that i saw an outlet every 15mins i went.
but i managed to find, hidden somewhere in my backpack,
was the card given last year during concert.
SURPRISESURPRISE(:



daytwo.
was spent trolling around the city to find the car rental place.
followed by a trip up north to visit another town.
visited a pumpkin patch and it was then i realised that halloween is coming.
and trust me, halloween is a veryvery big thing there in the states.
most of the houses have elaborate halloween designs ohkay.
like fakey spiderwebs draped over the front doors and pumpkin faces galore.
makes me want to celebrate halloween!



daythree.
was in the region of williamstown.
which was apparently where mr.gohchoktong studied for his economics degree.
soooooo it was a picturesque place to visit.
other than the freezing temperatures, of which i happily only wore one layer
it was a good place to photograph.
but my brother refused to take more than one jumpshot of me rarws.
tho i preetty much flattened alot of grass with my jumping.
visit MASSMOCA after that.
which is pretty much massachusetts mueseum of contemporary art
veryvery cool tho there needs to be alot of intepretation and understanding.
well, my brother understood nothing.
AND i was so tempted to buy everything in the giftshop cos it was real artyfarty and cool.
but my parents totally disallowed me to buy anything cos it was too ex.
and i wanted to buy my own LOMO camera gah.


GOSH I'M BUSHED.
waaait, shall finish up.
but now its time for some online grey'sanatomying

OHYEAA.
channel5 cancelled its run of GREY'S.
and replaced it with amazing race.
LIKE WTF.

rawrs.
i want GREY'S ANATOMY: SEASONTHREE (SERIOUSLY EXTENDED) for christmas.

sulks.

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OHKAY.
i admit it.
i'm lazy to blog about my trip overseas.
but i promise i will.
with all the 265 photos and all HAH.

but i soo have to sort out my souvenirs first rawrs.
eleven tops and counting (:





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