is this the bed i chose to make
it's greener pastures i'm thinking about

keeping wildhorses on loop
certainly doesnt make things any better
nor the skies any bluer.

plus the rain i used to love
sort of washed away sanity
but i'm glad i had choir today
cos it kept me busy and my mind in check
unlike xiaoping HEH.
who has officially gone bonkers

i dunno about you
but giving up is creeping up
its not that i dont put faith into us
but its tiring to hold on.
when sometimes all i can see is nothing

cept for my empty grappling hands
to capture those wisps of hope.


emobeevo
that comes from fatigue and a rainy day.
tho the latter's supposed to be a good thing.



maybe working out priorities is a good thing
cos sometimes its the little things
that makes ur day.
the small things dat you dont pay as much attention to,
brings the most satisfaction and joy.


maybe, just maybe.
it'll probably go away.
but it has left its mark,
to be revisited again.