its funny how sometimes its so easy to lie to urself.
maybe i should,
be open to more things.
after all, no one can judge you but urself.

i didnt want to consider the options.
but it seems like now i dont have much of a choice.
cos i can only prepare for the worst now.
true, there's no more room for comfort zone.
but who said there was in the first place.

maybe its for the better.
yeah right.
cos i know i'm capable of better and more challenges.
but still i don't know what went wrong.


then it came out as complacence
its because i had dont all i could.
den, it/was this the best i could do?
if so, den i'm not cut out of this.

there's no consolation.


i know i'm trying to run away.
but like what he said, this hiding would only last for nine days.
then how?

you cant just look fwd to those nine days.
and not plan ahead for what would happen.
i can waste anymore time.
karma? faith? complacence?


someone answer me.
or its gonna remain stagnant.

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