YEA.
so the two hour break starts again.
barh.

its a torture when there's horrid lessons later.
actually only one's horrid and sleepinducing.
but then again i'm lazy.
HOHO(:

freaky dream last night.
i guess it was definitely one of my fears.
and i woke up in the middle of the night twice to ask myself if something like that really happened.
i literally just sat up on my bed and just starting thinking.
the whole idea of it just totally freaked me up.
and i wanted to call my parents up to check if it was true.
well thn, i guess it wasnt but yea.
and the best thing was that it cont on even after i went back to sleep.
and i knew that i cried into my pillow.
rawrs.

up till now.
i still hope that everything is okie.
but i dont want to mention it out loud for fear that it might be taboo.
like rawrs.

but the first thing i'll do this sunday is to hug my grandma. (:


ohharloleehuitingx.
(:

i guess the whole thing about this lack of presence.
it makes me a little clearer of what i do.
cos it cant distract me.
maybe it can but for now,
it'll be for the better.
or that's at least what i hope.
cos now's not the time to preoccupied with that sort of rubbish.
that idiot can die in his stupid holed-up life for all i care.
beyotch.

yes, i survived for a hour half! (:

goodgracious.
i'm not as alone as i tink.
i'm actually quite visible to like half the library.

crumplerwallet! :D
cos i like the colour and there arent nice wallets out there.
black it is i guess.

but only on sat! :D


& i shall survive till then.

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