i dont like the weather.
cos everytime i bring my jacket, it gets too warm to wear it.
but when times like now come when its cold.
i dont have it cos i thot that today wuld be a warm day.
doublerawrs.

triplecoughs.
& i dont want to talk cos i'll cough even more.

yea,
this week has been a killer on teeterhooks.
i was dreading every single moment.
but it made my stomach go twitchy and i didnt want to know what would happen.
its freaky nonetheless.
but it made me wake up.
to take some action to do what i must.


it aint easy.
but i'm gonna do it.

i want my jacket and some sleep.

but smiles to crazy antics at syf closing ceremonies.
at least it was a litte break from mental torture.
but i enjoyed myself.
& it was fantastic listening to the theme song as well.
WOOTS! :D

its been dreary.
it aint getting anywhere.
but so what.
i can only hope it'll get better.
cos i have so much more to do.
to cont to blow my nose.

AH):

now i really want my jacket.
cos everyone is wearing one and its freezing.
erhh.
WOOTS.

and am in craze of national day songs.
just like every year when i get into the nationaldaymoodperiod again.
SMILEFERME(:

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much apologies for not updating.
ever since the wedding and pattaya.
there's just been too much and i havent been able to touch my computer much.

wedding(:
am glad i was part of this wedding.
cos it was great fun and there was much to love.
just being around family for two full days was fanatastic.
how often do you get to spend so much time wif ur whole family anyways.
but yea.

and yet again,
the marriage vows seems so profound.















PATTAYA(:
the highlight ever since school started.
yea, i know i probly cried the most.
other than my fav crybabies shermaine, gwen & zkai.
but it was the accumulation of like two months of hard work.
the gazillions hours that we put in.
the times that we never gave up, cos we knew we're stronger than that.
there's alot to say but i know i'll never get it out.
but it just feels so much more.
i cant compare it to any other experiences, like xiamen.
cos its a different league on its own, with a different group of extra special people(:

we did this together.
& we made it. (:
wif added spice of jacketexchanging, himbos, randomcongrerationsin51144, jumpingonbeaches (:









but meantime,
i'll take my time to edit photos.
& mug like crazy.

deathlyhallows(:

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maybe misses.
but for now.
there's more important things out there.

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today's not a good day.
cos i've decided to remain faithful to economics.
& well, geog can come back if it decides to be loyal to me.
raaaaaaaaawrs.

never had a crush on maths.
so YEA!
to you too.

am happy
cos my hour break is almost up.
wooots.
cos i want to sleep on a friday mah.

full steam ahead for choir.
there's no turning back now.
cos we're in this together.
and we just gotta make it work.
strut it and do it.
as long as we put in our best,
there's nothing to stop us.


chritabel eased my totototototoroooo cravings
YEA! :D
am so loving the little plushie.
but that is, i dunno where to put it so yea.
will find a way to put it before pattaya ((:

am tempted to make use of num temp discount card tomorrow.
cos i wanna buy my new wallet.
so there's nothing wrong with buying some clothes as well.
HOHOHO(:
but for now,
its just a choice between green and black.
not a fan of red and blue.

& the best thing is that its cheaper than most wallets.
SO YEA(:
crumplerwalletyouaremineeeeee.

okie.
enuf with the retail therapy.

nice clothes this sunday! (:
camwhoring at the wedding HAH(:

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YEA.
so the two hour break starts again.
barh.

its a torture when there's horrid lessons later.
actually only one's horrid and sleepinducing.
but then again i'm lazy.
HOHO(:

freaky dream last night.
i guess it was definitely one of my fears.
and i woke up in the middle of the night twice to ask myself if something like that really happened.
i literally just sat up on my bed and just starting thinking.
the whole idea of it just totally freaked me up.
and i wanted to call my parents up to check if it was true.
well thn, i guess it wasnt but yea.
and the best thing was that it cont on even after i went back to sleep.
and i knew that i cried into my pillow.
rawrs.

up till now.
i still hope that everything is okie.
but i dont want to mention it out loud for fear that it might be taboo.
like rawrs.

but the first thing i'll do this sunday is to hug my grandma. (:


ohharloleehuitingx.
(:

i guess the whole thing about this lack of presence.
it makes me a little clearer of what i do.
cos it cant distract me.
maybe it can but for now,
it'll be for the better.
or that's at least what i hope.
cos now's not the time to preoccupied with that sort of rubbish.
that idiot can die in his stupid holed-up life for all i care.
beyotch.

yes, i survived for a hour half! (:

goodgracious.
i'm not as alone as i tink.
i'm actually quite visible to like half the library.

crumplerwallet! :D
cos i like the colour and there arent nice wallets out there.
black it is i guess.

but only on sat! :D


& i shall survive till then.

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better said than done.
just cool it, guowei.

what's done is done.
nothing you can do about it now.
but to bitch about it.
of cos then again, there's always the third option
of ruining the person's life.
that can be easily settled definitely.

funtastic.
but until my mind's made up,
my life continues.

long sectionals today.
tiring but definitely effective.
at least i know i got settle and arrow in on areas that i might have missed.
so that's a good thing. (:

i realise
that after awhile of getting really peeved with my notes and fatigue.
i tend to go a little bonkers.
LET LOOSE! :D
but i tink i'm drunk on, well music.
well, that's almost too nice.
HARH! :D
but yea.
i start jumping around,
slotting myself amidst people to listening to random parts.
and worst of all,
to come up with actions for random clash chords which i tink are hilarious.
BAMBAMBAM!
here comes the clash chords.

of cos,
there's always speaking in the tongue of dracula and repeating VORRTEER NAAIGHT
over and over again.
& of cos to laugh at myself doing it.
HOHOHO :D

and it ended off with plenty of nostalgic songs
waaay back to secondary schools with real nice finalfantasy songs.
beeeeautiful they are.

simple pure lyrics with simple melodies.
yet all so impactful on our lives.
nobuo uematsu!
the gorgeous music man. (:

bringing back memories of early secondary school days.
the crazy afternoons and music lessons. (:
how i really miss them so.
but yet, its nostalgic to see how we've grown so much from there.
mentally, they way we think.
no more the rash vulnerable people.
but a little stronger and with a broader mind.

but yet,
it brings back the past of forgotten times.
the times that bring tears.

then again
maybe we havent grown that much after all.

one complicated song: shii's song


& it still means all that much to me after 6 years. (:

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fuckit man.


i'm gonna to remain calm about this.
cos working up a big fuss aint going to get me anywhere.
why in the world am i thinking about this?
i've still a million other jobs for me to complete.

insignificant 'ho.
you think you're great?
think not.
cos you're messing and fighting with me.
blahblah your head.
if you're that good.
show me what you're made of.
i'll bitchslap you upside down.
cos you aint seen who and what i am yet.
you dont want to see this.

you think everyone is in love with you.
well, reality check freako.
i wont even give you a second look
what more the other party.
c'mon, where are your brains.
you think the whole world likes you?
think again 'ho.
what expensive presents?
you not even worth half of ur stash.

i'm freaking grossed out lar.
get away.
get a life.

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