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YEA.
twice in a day.
but i guess big misses major time.
that's what happens when too much time is at hands.

but i'll be regretting it soon enough.
rawrs.

here's the farewell video for this year.
part one & part two
YEA! :D

& i'm proud to say i was up till five to do it.
tho i had company most of the way through. (:

its time for a proper blog entry.
nah.
nothing much happened today.

expect something tells me that i should get swimming soon.
exercise!
AHH!
so i fit well into new num shirts cos the members card makes me wanna buy more.
WHAHAHA!

choir tomorrow!



five random weird things about me:

1. i LOVE cream. (: double, clotted, whipped. ahh, a little piece of light and fluffy heaven. give me any cake totally made of whipped cream and i'm in bliss.

2. i watch plenty of cooking and lifestyle shows. and currently its martha stewart. its just SO interesting to see people cook and all. plus make those crafts that are simply so nice. okie, i just like watching those shows larh. DEBBIETRAVIS! :D ohboy, the bane of late morning television.

3. i like chaotic minimalism. well, i really like the idea of simple and minimalistic looks for rooms but yet again, i like mess and colours as well. i guess my house in the future will definitely have very interestingly designed rooms. :D

4. i just cant stand it when people pronounce things wrongly. its just weird. :S

5. i make and effort to wear something different each time i go out. weird but yea. even if i'm wearing something similar, i'd make some excuse why i'm wearing the same clothes so yea. plus, i cant stand people who dont match the colour of their clothes. liker erm, gerald. one sorry and bad example. its shocking darling. XD

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OMG.
i'm a happy boy.
YAYAYAYAYS :D

cos i've much to thank for.
for friends and family.
for my common tests are o'er.

for now.
i party till i get back my results.

jus special thanks to peiyong and henry.
yesterday wasnt easy.
but i stood on my own two feet.
yea.
cos its my life.
and i have to steer it my way.
(:

otherwise i tink i might not have gotten over it.
seriously.

i certainly didnt need it.
to see it again.
it stirred up plenty inside.
suddenly the dam broke.
i thot i kept it well but.

at least the period is over.
and i got thru it.
what doesnt kill me makes me stronger (:

go for it guowei! :D

anyways.
rushed off after chem paper today.
cos today is NUM DAY!
WHAHAHAHA.
yeayea.
dated peiyong, xingying, zhengkai and eugene to do plenty of shopping.
and i'm proud to say that peiyong and i bought our havaianas today!
mine is an all black classic.
SO I"M LOVING IT.
i almost got sooo irritated when there wasnt sizes available at heeren.
but am happy cos i found one in my size at the outlet at cineleisure.
YEAYEA.
shall upload pics later cos stupid camera's not connecting to my com.

not talking coherently now but yea.
i'm a happy boy.

and i bought my first NUM tee today.
a shocking red/orange elmo tee. (:

for once i dared to buy to buy a bright colour!
all in the aid of making me look hot! :D

ELMOS!

and i admit i like watching sesame street because of him or it. (:


but anyway.
retail therapy is the way to go.
cos i drank my fav rootbeer float! :D
and that deserves much to cheer for.

& unknowingly,
today was green day cos both peiyong and i wore green and had green crumplers!

HAVAIANAS (:


thankgawd for friends like them.
BIGSMILES (:



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i waited for you all night.
but you never came.

thankgawd
i had great friends to keep be ongoing through the night.
cos i know what's best for me.

its harsh but true.
i've my own life to lead.
my own future to create.
so its for my future.

if we're fated.
we'll meet by that oak tree.
meanwhile,
i'll tie a yellow ribbon to keep those memories
to keep down my dreams.

but i'll keep your windmill spinning.
you know i will.


damn those geog notes.
cos they're eating up my papers.
they use up too many resources.
like rawrs.

but at least i finally understand what peiyong's talking about now.

but thanks to henry & peiyong.
cos they kept my sanity alive.
rawrs.

if not.
i'm going to go around the world to murder people.
in order to keep the population more evenly spread out without its ridiculous policies.
seriously,
thse idiotic populists think too much.

obsession with totoro.
woots.
could be just an on-off season thing.
but now i want totoro tees
and a totoro cover for my ipod.
HAHS (:

den i'll be a happy boy yea.
an innocent sunshine boy at that.
damn, i need to see the world from a different perspective.

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its funny how things make your tummy funny.
how the simple things make you smile.
cos its the littlest things that matter the most.
but maybe my little things could make a big thing for you.

but you wouldnt know.
my reprise is for you.


the simple raising of keys and pedal,
makes a song so much special.
soothing from a dance melody to something more melodramatic.
in good ways. (:
cos i can keep listening to it on and on.

sometimes, its the things that you suddenly chance across
that strike you the most.
unlike trying so hard to be someone else.
to work so hard to like something.
trying to hard doesnt work out sometimes.
yea,
these littlest things.


i like the upper keys of the piano. (:

plus,
staying up every night in a desperate attempt to study a few more pages,
makes me wake later everyday.
cos by the time, half the day is gone.

i know.
i'm probly trying to comfort myself to study
but actually i just want to talk.
& that's the only time u're probably available.
yea.
i'm deceiving myself yet again.

cos as the nights get later.
my sanity goes a little haywire.
not in a good way.
but emotions seem to tangle.
and words seem to jumble up.

but i dont want to regret what i say the next morning.


meaningless entry.
but so many emotions rolled into one.
cos pictures and memoies keep fading past.

yea.
one last try for 48 hours.

den its full steam ahead.
cos i can only do so much after that.
no smiles today.

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PLAY!
is o'er.
unfortunately.
cos i really had a great time there.
and i didnt expect to enjoy myself that much.
but then again, it was like sco where i got stand there and listen to the music over and over again and never get bored.
only this time its more official and ultimate coolness.
cos its together with the singapore arts festival.
which is like YAAAAYS.
BIGSMILES (:

and i tink sso is cool stuff.
but i tink the fest chorus is hawt stuff too. :D
its definitely an experience i'll never forget.

once in a lifetime.
but it was absolutely fanatastic.
great friends, great music.
what more to ask for. ((:



farewell.
one day i was dreading.
weird but yea.
i wasnt looking fwd for a day of which the official days for byes.
but then again.
i was looking fwd to it cos i really wanted to make that day special for everyone.
a proper ending to the beautiful memories and great people.

but i did my best.
i managed to complete everything on time.
with much help from various people.
sweehao and jasmine for helping to rush my presents wif me.

ohgosh.
listening to the farewell video songs while talking to peiyong makes me want to cry.

this choir has definitely given so much to me.
its one thing i'll never forget.
the faces, the tears the laughs.
all rolled into one.
what we went through was just awesome.
its not what we got.
its the process, the heart and soul put into everything we did.
its the people who make us smile.
i'm missing the people already. ):

i'm glad most of the j2s could make it for the farewell.
it meant alot to me that everyone could turn up for it.
it really made all that i did worthwhile.
it made what the comm did worthwhile.
to see the smiles.

no doubt,
its finally spelling the end.
but our hearts mean so much more.

because i love ajchoir.
words can only mean so much.
this heartache.

AJCHOIR
SING FEEL LOVE.


gawd.
the song is really going to make me cry.
this choir means the hell lot for me.
the events.
the memories.
the music.
the love.
more than just words.
more tha just song.

As Our Music Plays

As the music plays
my heart aches
it aches with pain
pain of the past
and pain of the present

As the music plays
my heart aches
it aches with hurt
hurt that I have caused
and hurt that has been caused

As the music plays
my heart aches
it aches with passion
passion that yearns
and passion that wants

As the music plays
my heart aches
it aches with love
love that will never be shared
and love that will never be known

As the music stops
my heart no longer aches
it doesn't feel anything
the music has stopped
and so has everything else

© Ho Guo Wei

2007

& those who want the farewell video can approach me once i get my thumbdrive back. (:


thanks for the love.
thanks for the memories. (:

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my colourgenics personal profile
gosh its accurate.


You work hard, seeking success. You are self-sufficient and in spite of all the trials and tribulations that have beset you in the past you carry on regardless.. You are one to be admired because you pursue your objectives single-mindedly and with initiative. You know that you can 'do it' and what is more, you will - without necessarily being dependent upon the goodwill of others.

For some time now you have been feeling rather insecure. You are looking for - and needing - an environment that can offer you roots, stability and a position that will relieve you of excess tension and stress.

Many people will consider you egotistical and full of your own self importance. On the surface you could well give this impression and perhaps the reason for this complacent attitude is because at times you indeed have that 'short fuse' and are quick to take offence.

It would seem that an existing situation or relationship is unsatisfactory and you feel that there is little that you can do about it without 'some help from your friends', but you have no desire to show the world how vulnerable you really are and therefore you consider it inadvisable to display affection or be over demonstrative. You regard this particular relationship as a depressing tie and although you would like to be independent and unhampered, you don't want to run the risk of losing anything. All this leads you to react 'touchily' and with impatience, while the urge to 'get away from it all' results in considerable restlessness and stress. Your ability to concentrate may suffer.

You are trying to build up your own position and you resist all external influences. You insist that you are your own person and you will not tolerate any outside interference. Decisive and proud, you are true managerial material.

http://www.paulgoldin.com/colorgenics.htm

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i'm tired manns.
cos i came back from hongkong last night.
and thankgawd for the clean air in singapore.

trust me.
in the rural areas.
the air is veryvery stinky.
well i cant find any descriptive word but yea.
polluted argh.


but the shopping is not bad.
considering that i usually dont or cant find clothes during the summer season.
but i did this time.
and i tink i bought half of them in stripes.
YEAS :D

but managed to find yummy almond thingys to fuel my appetite and cravings back in singapore.
YAYAYAYS :D

but the only peeve i have is the sizes.
i cant seem to find stuff in my size.
and that is plain IRRITATING!
cos i cant shoes for size seven and clothes in small.
and and they are nice designs too.
AHH ):
cos i went some street filled with shoe shops to hunt for new shoes.
and i couldnt find even one in my size.
and i had to settle for something lesser.
tho its still nice larh.
& not terribly expensive.
so that's good for me. :D

oh.
and souvenirs from hongkong might be in the farewell presents.
(:

i want to go out LARH.
for shrek, icecream, and shopping larh.
GO OUT! :D

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whee~
am at airport now.
sipping coffee that's totally overpriced.
at bought 'for one more day' by mitch albom.
or whatever he's called.
happiness is in a good book.
at least i know i wont be bored for the next three hours on the flight.
:D

but i've got messy hair.
cos i cant seem to get it working the way i want it to.
and it doesnt stay up.
ahh. ):

stay positive HOHO :D

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HONGKONG
HERE I COOME

woots.
(:

but terrible misses for these fourdays.

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chanlichuencassandraagnessa
see?
its your name.
HAHA :D

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oo.
i'm so loving the recording today.
:D

tho i must say
i was like almost late today.
cos i happily went back to sleep when my mom woke me up for school.
and when i woke up,
i took a glance at my phone only to realise that its already eight thirty.
thankgoodness i bathe fast and prepared my bag last night.
all except for the file larh.

okieokie.
and i had completely no idea that the person who took the lift when me and the girls was iskandar ismail larh.
i had some suspicion.
but i totally didnt know larh.

but its ultimate coolness.
and so is iskandar's studio.
its totally chic and modern CAN.
LOVING IT :D

thank goodness i decided to go for this.
cos i've much to thank for.
YAYS :D

the place was like kinda freezing.
but at least i got a feel of how recording is like.
and all the hightech equipment is like so cool
and most importantly it totally looks aesthetically pleasing.

being a musica producer is ultimate coolness larh.
and of cos plenty of camwhoring.
which is so typical of us.
and the bus ride back chanting and singing disney songs (:
beams :D


anyways.
every since the billybombers outing.
i've been crazy over abba songs.
its been looping and looping on my itunes.
hoorays for singalong tunes.
now i wanted to watch mamma mia the musical again.
and i want to go back to newyork to watch plays nonstop larh.
:D

my snowy newyork.
:D

hongkonging tomorrow.
or rather in eight hours time.
now i've to buy plenty of stuff back.
RAWRS.
but at least it gives me a lil personal space.
cos no matter how proactive i want to be.
i'm still overseas so i cant do anything.
maybe its a good thing.
this little time away.

wait.
not that msyiak's in hongkong.
i might bump into her.
now that will be very interesting.

oh.
and aggie just called me cos the babies on channel 8 are cute.
right.
dont feel my paternal instincts kicking in tho.
HARH.

but a great week planned after.
cos i want to watch movies.
and shop and neoprint and icecream around town.
and its playsymphony week so..
YEA :D



smile for me.
cos you know i will.
rainbow wheels. (:

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cos i want to watch ocean's 13 larh.
its time to hunt for people to watch movies with.
but i've decided to put my time to good use.
cos i'm bringing farewell cards on board my plane to hongkong to write.
so at least i can use up some of the time to finish this impossible task of mine.
rawrs.

but i'm a happy camper doing it.
and i tell myself time and time again to start.
cos i know that time can be made of better use.
but i don't.
cos i dont want to regret again.

motivation guowei. :D


somehow.
maybe i'm liking kasar a little more now.
getting into the feel of things.

watching primetime morning does have its advantages.
cos i learnt about fonts of that happens in microsoft.
its real cool and freaking tedious to adapt to all the languages and the various slangs in a country.
but imagine the great satisfaction once you get all of a country's languages intact.
:D

shopping spree in hongkong.
at least it'll keep my mind of things. (:

recording tomorrow.
i'm sure it'll be a.
pleasant experience.
camwhoring day.
HARH :D




i look like shane filan.
COOL :D


I WANT MY HAVIANAS.
& NUM SHIRTS.
:D

oh and speaking of num.
i got tanned today at the pool.
woots :D
even just a little red in the cheeks.
my nonetheless.
and peiyong's my hot hunk larh.




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ohoh.
and i'm veryvery inspired by this little book i found in my shelf.
its about life's little instructions to make life a little happier (:
and i decided to start this book to write down the little beautiful things you see everyday.
and everyday before you go to sleep,
write something you found beautiful that day.
it makes life a little brighter that way.
haiiis.

LARH.

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i tink i know that means now.
cant get it out when it gets mentioned.
cos its intense.
rawrs.

but it makes me smile.
:D


please.
cos i've waited too long.

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just one more time bitch.
and you're going down.

trust me,
you dont even want to try.
that's not the way to try to know me.

well,
just hope that you wont regret what you're doing.

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it reminds me of the last voyage of songs with cathigh choir.
den bentan would change over and sing with vjchoir after our performance.
it'll be a great experience. (:

& much apologies for not being able to go for the class outing.
i'll definitely try to make it for the class chalet.

had njchoir concert last night.
and it was a blast to finally being able to listen to good choirs.
the sound was really good and the solos.
well, they were darn right impressive. (:
tho sometimes there were little glitches or what.
they were fantastic nonetheless.
simple, clean music. (:
but then again, the chorale were kinda questionable.
probly cos they sang alot of songs that we knew and sang before.
so we were kinda listening intently for the chords and all.
but still better than other choirs i've heard.
it was a great night.
cos we dinnered at teahouse at rafflescity.
and everyone wanted to steal my moonlight horfun.
or whatever they decided to call horfun.

and thankgawd i decided to cut my hair jus before tp concert.
cos i like my hair now (:
and people keep complimenting me YEA!
okieokie, i just look good larh.
lols.
but i wore stripes yesterday so i'm happy.
cos guowei loves stripes. ((:
should have camwhored yesterday
tho i totally forgot to do so larh even tho i brought my camera.
arhhh.
at least most of us looked quite glamourous yesterday.
some just need a little more work.
but then again. (:

met alan after walking around in hmv.
OHHH.
stripes are loove (:
den somehow or another i met him again at the train station.
too bad i didnt wear my striped polo otherwise we'll look alike.
but still horizontal stipes and vertical stripes rock. (:
outingouting soon kaes.
den we can wear striped polos and carry striped crumplers.
YAYS(:
and i'm going to force him to teach me to iceskate lols.
well.
den as a return favour
erhh.
i can teach music! (:




listen to the rain.
cos you might just hear me calling your name.

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