yesterday was just a bad day.
something, someone, somewhere, was trying to tell me something.
i just know.

i couldnt sleep the previous night.
woke up on the wrong side of the bed.
had unfinished work due.
economics work was missing.
ipod was out of battery.
had chemistry pre-spa.
read the thermometer wrongly.
got all my values wrong.
calculation was half done.
didnt even touch the last question.
just screwed it up.
forgot to bring chinese homework.
sang weirdly.
denied of the chance.

i didnt want to see you.
true, i didnt see you for the first half of the day.
but still, i saw you later.
i didnt know what i'd say.
i didnt want to know.

do you think i was really laughing?
do you think i was really smiling?
do you think i was just being crazy?
do you know what happened?
do you?

you don't want to know.


but i know what happened.
i didnt know what to say.

he made me realise everything from the beginning.
he made me question myself time and time again.
he made me wonder where this would go.
he made me ask myself again repeatedly,
where was i heading?

i do not know.
i really dont know how long i can keep this up.
i really dont.

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