okay i admit it. i'm just lazy.
no larr. somehow, i just dont want to blog about xiamen. because i know that once i blog about xiamen, it will seem like a closure to everything that has happened.
i just dont want it to end.
but i know that someday it will.

i still remember thinking a few months ago that xiamen was just a distant dream. there was much talk about it but it was just too big for it to be real. prague never seemed to be like this. the emotional rollarcoaster, everything. sometimes, its so big that it scares the wits out of me. but sooner than i thought, it just came past and ran down the other corner. it came and disappeared.

its overwhelming in every aspect.

along came the bliss of having great friends.
great friends to talk to.
great friends to be around.
there wasnt any need for talk or speech.
just the knowledge that them next to me brought smiles.
i'm glad i had you all around, making the day a little brighter and sunnier, the rainy days a little dryer, the tears a little more bearable.

xiamen brought along the extremities of emotions. its shocking the spectrum of emotions that lined each day. it was emotionally and physically tiring.
but i never wanted it to end.

i found it. i found moments when i wanted time to just stop, many in fact. the point when the results came through. the moment just before the competition. the running up to receive the award. the singing of the national anthem. the no importa la distancia. the singing as one choir. everything.

given the choice, i'll take this rollercoaster all over again.

ajchoir makes me cry.
ajchoir makes me smile.
ajchoir. ((:

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