i'm still wondering how can anyone attempt to complete unfinished tutorials to the morning light of the sun rising at 645 in the morning?
impossible, i say.

had chemistry consultation today. i was sort of dreading it because i'm not too comfortable confronting with the areas i'm not familiar with. but still did it anyway, and i turned out better than expected. at least i understood reaction kinetics now, stupid witchy lecturer that made everyone lose track of what reaction kinetics is about. bah!

i'm sleepy.
head hurts. ):
have to rush through teachers' day cards tonight..


i guess it all falls down on myself. i'm just trying to be someone i'm not i guess, it probably wasnt the other reasons that made me apprehensive but the only one delaying me from picking the phone up was myself. i know that you were trying hard to avoid silence to occur. i acknowledge that you are stepping out of your comfort zone to help. i don't need or want you put so much effort just to prepare for me. i really feel bad that i havent got anything in return and that i do not put in so much effort through talking to you. it just feels that i'm unable to do anything for you. true, i dont think i can keep myself talking or joking that much, not in front of you anyway. you know that i'm not like that most of the time. maybe i should just stick to myself and do what i do best..

listen.
(if you would tell me.)




just by sitting next to you,
that is comfort enough. (:

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