xiamen is SOO close.
i'm freaking out.

choir on sunday was..outtathisworld.
i've never felt so exasperated singing before. i was literally pespiring after the songs. but the evaluation on monday made it seem like it was horrid. but it really served like a wakeup call. but it is really tiring and it taking a big toll on my physical health. i mean, i'm starting to find myself breathless in the midst of songs, and its scary to find myself gasping for air. haii, as long the songs turn out well, anything goes.

i'm really scared..
just not sure what's going to happen in xiamen, gone is the anticipation and the excitement but worry sets in on how we're gonna do, what would result is this or this happens. haii, i dunno.
on one hand, i'm starting to get really high and fidgety in lessons reminding myself that we're a mere 3 days from xiamen. but.. i dunno.

well, at least i'm comforted that the choir tee turned out so nicely and everyone has gotten one already. sori if hanquan's shirt is a little on the wee side. XDD

met mrs cheong for a one-to-one talk on my maths and choir. though it was interrupted at the correct time, at least it forced me to plan on what i'm going to do and bring up all the stuff i'm trying to put till after xiamen. a honest conversation about the future. at least it brought me much-needed comfort. turned out better than i thought.
lets just say that i'm glad mrs cheong's in charge of my group in xiamen.

3 days more, a mixture of butterflies, snakes and whatitscalled in my tummy.
just one rampant mess.
packpackpack. ((:

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