i really dunno whether this is going. its really not easy putting a smile up on my face everyday.
it ain't easy i swear.

reality seems to finally set in. it is taking it's toll of me. the things that i'm trying to put off to the back of my mind is resurfacing again. the work i'm supposed to do, the things that i told myself i'll do after xiamen. its already piling up. and i know that. i know xiamen is no excuse to stop and drop everything and run off. but i'm still doing it.
i dunno why but i'm still doing it.
i'm still doing it.

you can lecture me on where my priorities lie but no matter what you say, i'm going to tell you that at this very point in time which time would never pass by again..
choir remains right at the top.

its not about committment and obligation. its about love. its about this special bond that unites people. superficial words cant say much.

there's no use acting as if you're brave.
there's no use hiding what you want to say.
there's no use hiding your tears.
because it'll happen.
its gonna happen soon.
real soon.


a comforting word from you. that's all i need but..

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