oo.. havent updated for about two weeks already. i cant possibly blame anyone for me procrastinating to blog. with enough of the people around me pushing me to get my blog up. its just been a long week and the weeks are getting tighter and somehow, 24hrs are not enough. the weekend seems to be dissipating as soon as it comes. the mysteries of the world. i badly need to catch up on my work. grr.. the amount of commitments are just overwhelming.

but i cant wait to go stargazing with you so we can simply talk those troubles away. *smile*

somehow, i'm glad for choir practice today. thankful. it made me realise the reason as to why i joined choir in the first place. its really been a long time since i felt such a heart-wrenching emotion. its this intense love and passion for singing. while singing 'promised land' today, i really felt this weird creepiness enveloping me. its the first time i felt something like that before. yupp, i dare say that when others claim that some songs make goosebumps appear but faced in that similar scenario, i dont feel anything. thats why its so especially overwhelming for me. i've heard of such things before but i always thought it was just a figure of speech and would never happen. it came to that extent until i could visualise the scene of which the song would be sung in the concert. but it did not only apply for just that song. suddenly, all the songs seem to fall in place. it just came to the point whereby i couldnt hear my own voice anymore, i only could hear the other sections. (to clear up any misinterpretions, i WAS singing. i just lost the sound of my voice but listened to others XD) i don't know whether it's a good thing or bad thing.

but the sops and altos were good today. :]

received really funny opinions yesterday. serene apparently told me that i sing with much emotion and it shows in my body language and expressions. such a pleasant surprise. *smile* at it was later when she told me that i sang emotively during 'amigos para siempre'. i was kinda shocked. i commented that i'm not even singing for that song because i'm the official page-turner so i would be at the piano. =.= so how was it possible that i sing with much emotions?! lol. she was quite surprised also. haha.. in the end she confirmed that it was not that song but some of the other songs especially the second half 'cheapo' songs. haha.. i guess i cannot really help it because i know many of those songs. well, i'm just glad that people noticed that i put passion into my songs. somehow i do it unconciously when i sing. it doesnt happen all the time i think. but its nice to know that people enjoy seeing you sing. *insert warm and fuzzy feeling* its just nice that people notice you. and it must take quite alot for serene to notice me because she's quite sensitive and emotive.

now that quite alot of my peeps are going for the choir concert. i kinda feel excited towards the concert already. no matter the amount of late nights and fatigue, feel as if i'm willing to go through everything towards a fantastic performance. *woot!*

must try to do well in the coming week's tests so the week can end off with a big bang on thurs!
see ya all there. :D

don't worry, i didnt forget that i still owe you a poke!
dont forget your promise.
*poke*

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