thank goodness this week is finally coming to an end. i'm gonna need all the sleep i can get in the coming weekend. just really tired.
tuesday was a very tiring day. when i got to school that day, i was already suffering from an extremely irritatign splitting headache. i was already dying during the econs lecture. kept squinting my eyes and rubbing my temple frevently in hope to get rid of my headache. it just didnt work. and i was so tired that i couldnt understand whatever labour market as being taught. but told myself to keep myself alive until after the choir lunchtime concert. the lunchtime concert was quite good in fact, it was a very good try for the j1 chorus. i think we did quite well.. and of course, it didnt help that there were lots of people i knew in the crowd so guess this stage pressure made us sing quite well. :] immediately after watching the dance performance, i went to apply for early leave from school because my headache was really killing me. yupp.. den i hopped on a bus home to rest. felt alot better after sleeping. sleeping cures everything! whaahaha.. :]
got sunburnt on thurs. haha, of all things. psychotic pe session, 18 pullups den when there was just 10mins left to the end of the lesson, we had a 2.4 run with timing. by then, i was already prepared to pack up and leave.. *mumble* i almost died. too tired.. after finishing, i just sat down on the ground and stoned and happily allowed the sun to blast its rays on my face. just too tired to move. and it didnt help that i had to rush through my newspaper commentaries straight after pe so didnt have long to rest. thank goodness the reading room has a uber cold airconditioned environment. :) met lots of people there surprisingly. haha..
in the end i still had to finish up a crappy response to such a good choice of an article during my half hour lunch break. then some people thought that i was daoing them. haha.. i just had to finish up my newspaper commentary lar. no offense hor.. :]
for all those trying to pia their project work pi:
(take time to read this)
its been really nice to talk to some people and finding my new identity as a pillow! :] haha.. everyone needs someone squishy and huggable.. wait, dont think i fulfill those criteria. hmm.. its nice to finally talk to someone about almost anything under the sun who doesnt judge you or may have possible ulterior motives. its been tiring to keep myself so upbeat and perky. its been tiring this week but i still kept it up. because i know if i don't inject in energy, the situation will seem dead. so sometimes if you see me going around jumping and going crazy, take a second look. look above the sugar-rushed crust and maybe you'll see finally see me. like that day i was sick, wished for someone to be around me to take care of me. well.. sometimes all i need is a great fat pillow to lie on and poke. whaahaha..
thanks to all those people who care. i know i may not have been very responsive or smiley all week but from what you say and your genuine gesture of acknowledgement, it makes my day. :]
to a certain someone, you've changed alot. you say that other people change but you actually do too. from what i see, it is not for the better. but i seem to see some sort of similarity from the past, suddenly when you meet new people, you get all involved, den you forget the people who were once around you. but when something bad happens, you just come back to us to talk. before long when the giant hoohaa has been made, you flutter back to your new clique. i'm not the only one who has been feeling this. i think you've always been like this actually just that i kept dismissing it and telling myself that its note true. guess now that someone has actually mentioned and noticed it, i guess i can't keep procrastinating again. but this time i'm standing up for myself and stop lying to myself again, you keep blowing hot and cold at us. one moment you're passionate about this, the next thing is that you treat it with indifference. you decide where you're heading now. keep to your decision and don't regrest it later. don't come running back to us when things don't turn out the way you please. i don't care whether its your current obsession or what. he may accept back then, but i know i won't.
pillows :]
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