yupp. a whole week has passed. lots happened this week and i just couldnt squeeze time out to type in an entry. i've just been very shagged everyday.. haha. hmm let me just try to try to remember my thoughts throughout this week.

todae was i&e day. this morning, i was wondering what i was doing in school on a day without lessons. i guess if it wasnt for the chemistry make-up lecture later i wouldnt be there. the most interesting part about assembly was seeing ms leong banging the gong and her herself getting a great shock. i literally saw her jerk backwards. the giggling rippling through the crowd showed that i'm not the only one who noticed it. :p we didnt realise later that the activities only started at eight so we spent lots of time wandering everywhere and got shooed out of the canteen by the arts hod. in the end we decided to stop by the pe booth outside the auditorium and the class started to play floorball. and i won the first coupon yay! guess i played too much floorball in sec. school. but i was always a goalkeeper or defender at that time hmm.. but anyways, it was so fun, scored two out of two. consecutively for the people who played, we started to sap mr chua of his coupons den he started to shoo us to disturb the netball booth because he didnt want us to completely devour all his coupons. haha.. den we went to fight for the king and queen of netball. it was so fun lor.. kept cheering on the different people playing for the most scores shot in a specific time period. we had to beat the previous class who had one goal. in the end, alvina, yongyong, kelvin, hilyah and james scored three goals each! so qiao. den the teacheric said that is she could beat our scored den she wouldnt give us the coupons and in the end she only scored one! wahhaha.. that's for overestimating yourself! ;p den still somemore say you're a soccer teacher and not a netball teacher.. rubbish lar!

anyway, we ponned some parts of the visiting of booths to stay in our homeroom. especially after the stupid nanoscience talk. the lecturer was supposedly from the second batch of ajc students. huijie and i were wondering animatedly as to how old must he be then. so interesting lor. in the end, he turned out to be some a little cheekopekish. its such a fantastic idea to request those students who dont even take physics to go for this talk that was so obviously littered wif physics terms and talking abt things too small and 'nano'ified to be discerned by the naked eye. in the end i found myself falling asleep and taking a good look around i find everyone in some sort of sleepy position. i kept nodding off and waking up, i was so terribly tired until i had a headache at the end of the 1.5hr talk because i was so exhausted. fantastic idea.. wonder who is the one who came up wif it.

back in the homeroom, we started to listen to music and james den took out his guitar and starting playing songs. den the rest of us crowded around him and while he played, some sang along while others simply basked in the simple soothing aura of the music. the music wasnt perfect but i finally grasped the true essence of music. there wasnt any need for any elaborate nor fancy equipment. it only needed a voice, a melody and a sincere heart. that was all it needed to make the music alive.

we talked, we hummed, we sang, we laughed.

it was a simple piece of music but it touched the heart. i hadnt felt like that for a long time, that passion and love for music. it opened the gates for inspiration. that similarity wif everyone provided some sort of connection towards everyone in the class. i just felt that over the course of today, the class bonded very closely together. there's this sort of closeness that cant be described simply. but it's a nice feeling.. :)

some people have really changed since the start of the year. its very unerving to see this change. i find it weird because i'm not used to it. however, i expected it to happen over the course of these coming few months but this change is just too abrupt. i'm not prepared for it. i still want to be friends with the old you.. its not that i am denying or restricting this change but, i dunno, a part of me doesnt want you to change. its also not as if you dont deserve it, its just that its too different from the old you. but as zkai says, you seem happy about the new you and whether it is wrong or not, you have changed into a brighter and happier person instead of maybe a month ago when you stared into the distance thinking and looking so upset. i guess if you are happy with this change, i should not stop you.

am i finally settling down or is it the innate nature in me just reluctant to change again?

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