perhaps i should explain.


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date: Saturday, February 11, 2006
time:4:10 PM
so many things are happening simultaneously around me. and i'm just caught in the middle. sometimes, i dunno how to act anymore. i'm sick and tired of acting like i'm so happy and joyful. i try my best not to spread my sadness around because i dont like to see other people sad. i would rather keep in then transcend it to others. i'm torn between so many things at the same time. there's only one of me. do not expect too much. i can only try my best.

i guess i was wrong. i made a terrible mistake by allowing the two rivers to merge. i thought that it was great but..little did i know that it led to so many problems. i thot..i thot.. it was just a mistake right from the start. i didnt know..

dont let this stop you to where u should go. i will always be there should you need me.

though ajc has given me so much, i will never forget cat high. after all, it has been my home for ten years. i will never forget the people that have left such an impression on me. you all have left a never washable footprint in the beaches of my life. though sometimes i may seem to have continued on, the truth is that i have never forgotten you all. i will always hold you close to my heart and soul. keep on dreaming guys..

i dont want such a predicament to fall on me. but i have no choice. i will just have to deal with it the best of my ability. stay strong and fight to the end, my loved one. my prayers are with you..


I wish that someone out there can help me share this burden..
To tell me what o do..
To follow..
To learn from..
Someone i can lean on..
Someone to understand what i'm going through..

Is Anyone Out There?


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