interestingly, a whole week plus has passed by since the last time i had blogged. but many things had happened ever since. (my heart has finally melted.. :p)

oo.. choir practice. well, choir just started this week and it has been a very enriching experience.. i realised that it has been VERY long since i saw mr kwei and so far, his attention to me has been very interesting. he wants us to sing eric whitacre's 'waternight' and according to jingkang, its supposed to be a rather challenging song in terms of its form and interpretation and the best thing is that it has an overwhelming 16 parts. i remember mr kwei mentioning something about a song with 16 parts to cathigh choir but he seemed to forget anything about that ever since so now it looks like we have the chanve now.. naturally, the bass is also split up into four parts other than the norm of two.. so naturally its exciting to find out who would be taking the highest part, aka sop1 an the lowest part, aka bass4.. and interestingly, mr kwei is extremely confident that i can fit into the part though i can only almost touch the bottomest note.. and he just has to announce it to the whole choir and make everyone goggle at me.. =.= great and now i'm supposed to be very 'man' because i can reach the lowest note..

oh, touching on the topic of choir. i just wanna comment about a certain female soprano standing somewhat opposite me whilst standing in the satb form.. you know what? stop trying to act as if you can sing because you cant.. you hardly open ur mouth when it came to warm-ups. for the first time, i thought you had a little trouble with ur voice and kept ur mouth close to sing at the next segment of the warmup but NO, you kept ur mouth close subsequently for the next few warmups.. of course, i dont deliberately pinpoint people who have trouble singing because i understand that not all singers are at their best all the time, me included but you didnt have to go around shamelessly pormiscuating yourself all around the guys on the other side of the room as if you are some kind of geisha serving tea to ur customers, flitting from one flower to another. because if you are, you'd be hardly earning one ohana an hour, which is not even enough for you to buy a bottle of sake. you know what, with your type of attitude and still daring to perform duets and gossiping salaciously about other people whom i believe are tiers higher than you, i'm still surprised that you're still not kicked out by your okasan, an actual form of Hatsumomo. surprising and shocking. get lost from this okiya, and sweep yourself to another hanamachi where you might actually be appreciated for your 'lovely' attributes of your character. go to the katsuyo if you must.

i dunno why people tend to focus on the bad side of things.. for all you know, you may miss precious time with people you are with now.. you never know what's God plan for you so appreciate all that is around you especially now time is short until the results come. that's why i'm trying to forget all the horrid the things that had happened to me. that's why i have been telling everyone to appreciate all the good things around us now.. the school, the facilities, the people around, your friends. even those things that have been done unto me, i shove them below my shoes and hide them there. there's no more time to spend on to deal with frivolous pettiness and getting all angry. that's why i am so unwilling to discuss about it, i dont want to bring it up to surface to deal with it, i know its bad but i'm still going to bottle it up because they are better things in this world to be appreciated and savoured. if i don't do it know, i may never have the chance again..

am i the only person in this world that cannot iceskate? why cant there be a ski area in S'pore? *argh* izhar, you better teach me to iceskate even if it takes the whole day.. >.< >(you just have to make me remember caramel and custard again)

"Love may be closer than you think.."

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