i havent blogged for quite a while liaoz.. well, the times when i want to blog are just not even there.. well, i'll just summarise a few highlights in this period of time..

well, the prelims have come and gone and, well, it was very much of a flop and a wake-up call.. well, its only now that i realise the serious(ness) of the coming o'levels.. its when the teachers put in their heart and soul into us and really want us to do well.. and it sincerely touched me and i really got the sincerity and the love they have for us.. they are even willing to put discomfort into their lives to help us.. well, now i'm sort of mentally prepared to study, no more procrastination i hope.. :p there's only a few weeks left to study and i better buck up..

lots of things happened in this period of time, lots of tears shed and laughter abound.. the esplanade concert is so meaningful to me.. it was the sec4s last time they could step up on stage to perform for a last time with their juniors.. to me, it was a fun-filled and memorable day.. the songs were beautiful and the atmosphere, well..unexplainable.. i remember that i was very nervy just before our performance because philip sort of awkwardly gave me a hug and another person gave me a thumbs-up.. though the hug was a little awkward and rushed, it really touched me because it brought out all the memories and special moments in the past, with or without the juniors.. the pouring of memories made my throat tight and there was a lump there.. at first i controlled my feelings and tears but when i saw some others hugging, it just started me off.. the tears just kept coming and continued to stop and start simultaneously.. it was very weird but..i dunno.. but eventually i told myself to stop just before the performance and i went out to the stage.. the songs were fabulous and i believe that all of us gave our very best.. especially 'circle of life', though it was not majestic and grand, it help a touch of sentimentality and i guess, that was what made it special.. :) after the performance, all of our emotions were very much hyped up.. seeing jingkang shed tears really touched me.. i always thought him as a pillar of strength but seeing shed tears really just started me off because i've never seen a more emotional side of him.. in the end, a few of us sec4s just sat down at the corridor and started to cry.. to others, it may be so stupid and weird but in fact, its just so emotional because we're letting go of 4 years of our life in choir and all the experiences, special times, fun-filled moments that we had.. it seems kinda serial drama/cliche but its very much true.. when i got home that morning/night, each song seemed to hold a special meaning and all the songs i listened to that night help special pieces of my life in them.. if you dont understand, its alright bcos i also dont too.. :p its very hard to put these thoughts and emotions into words.. i'm gonna miss those special moments that we had and miss all those that i'm gonna let go of in this choir.. i guess that's what makes EBChoir unique and different from other choirs, because EBChoir is a closely knitted pack of people despite the different groups of people.. when it comes to performances and competitions, they perform with one heart; one soul and one voice.. though we have met horrid times via scoldings and punishments, it has made us stronger and who we are today..

i'm gonna miss lots of peeps..

gonna play my piano already.. till another day..

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