why make it strong to break it once again?

date: Wednesday, August 31, 2005
time:3:34 PM

no.

you heard me, i quit..

i quit this job..
i quit this family..
and, i'm moving out.

you know what?

you can mess with your hair..
and your nose..
and even your face..

but you're THROUGH messing with me..
_____________________________________________________________________

coward?
phoney?

no, you listen up.

you turned out to be exactly who i thought you were..
i never pretended to be somebody else..
its been me all along..
its me who was made fun of in front of anybody..

look, i didnt come here to yell at you..
i came here to tell you that i know how it feels to be afraid to show who you really are..

i was..
but not anymore..

the thing is, i really don't care what people think of me..
because i believe in myself..
and i kn0w that things are going to be okay..

be even though i know that i have nothing left..
its you i feel sorry for..

i know that person who sent those words is still deeply hidden inside of you..
but i cant wait for you..
because waiting for you is like waiting for rain in this drought..
useless and disappointing..

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yawns