it has been so fast since the june holidays have started.. i really have to start on my revision and my homework but i guess that a little time to play is absolutely necessary.. :p my latest game is just 'the sims 2' because its the only game that i can find that does not need a whole lot of memory space or the internet but luckily for me, i'm going to get my 1500kps soon.. bye 56k world.. lolz :p but it is still quite fun because i have created an absolutle wonderful 5-storey house complete with all the necessary amenities.. quite fun..

watching two movies last week was an absolute detox for me, it allowed me to finally let go of my stress.. monster-in-law is really funny even though it is only rated 3 stars.. if you are looking for a great movie that would fill you bouts of laughter and a feel-good sensation, its great, watching with zlata, turquoise and salty was a great joy.. a mixture of different levels of laughter, zlata's high-pitched laughter, salty's booming laughter, turquoise's ringing high-pitched laughter that you induce you to laugh even harder.. it was really fun though we found out that JLo is fat and is a fashion disaster.. however, madagascar is not so nice, the graphics are really nice but the plot was a little thin, the idea of throwing such refined and civilised animals into the absolute wild is hilarious but well, i dunno.. its just not my cup of tea and the ending's very abrupt..

well..
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THE PAINTBRUSH

i keep my paintbrush with me, wherever i may go,
in case i ever need to cover up, so the real me doesnt show.
i'm so afraid to show you me; afraid of what you'll do,
i'm afraid you'll laugh and say mean things; afraid i might lose you.

i'd like to remove all the layers, to shoe you the real, true me,
but i want you to try to understand; i need you to like what you see.
so if you'll be patient and close your eyes, i'll remove the coats real slow,
please understand how much it hurts, to let the real me show.

now that my coats are all stripped off, i feel naked, bare and cold,
and if you still find me pleasing, you are my friend, pure as gold.

i need to save my paintbrush though, and hold it in my hand,
i need to keep it handy in case someone doesn't understand.

so please protect me, my dear friend, and thanks for loving me true,
and please let me keep my paintbrush with me,

until i love me,

too.
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every artist dips his brush into his own soul, and paints his own nature into his picture - as he does in living his life...

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